Hello and Welcome to LengJai's Homepage. This page was created and dedicated to me, LengJai! I know, I know...you're probably saying, "VAIN-CITY!" or "CONCEITTED with a capital 'C'!" Actually though, this page was intended to be just my way of sharing a little piece of my world, the appreciation I have for the people in it, and as well, to hopefully be in someway beneficial to you (hehe.. plus, its really therapeutic for me!). Whether it be a download, an essay, or whatever, I hope that you are able to leave my website with your world a bit brighter and with a smile.
Hehe..on a side note, this page also contains my compendium of my rantings and ravings, recollections and regrets. It was once said that life should be lived without regret, to Carpe Diem and all that, but what is it about society that has brought about these inhibitions in me...in all of us? Personally, I think regrets are absolutely terrible to live with, its something that always seems to loom in the back of my mind. Thoughts like, "What if I did this?" or "I wish that I did that..." just bother me to no end. I wonder if regret is perhaps due to "living in the past"? Hmm, I think I'm on to something here... Anyways, all I can say is that life deals you a hand that cannot be changed, either you make do with what you have or you fold and wait for whatever comes next... its in your hands (just bear with me and be abstract..that or just let me rant!). In the end, if you're happy with the way you are, who you are, and what you've done, you have no worries, for our character is built upon these experiences.. But DAYAM! I do dream...
Hmmm..I kinda feel like Jerry Springer and his "Closing Thoughts". Hmmm.. wonder if he needs a writer.) ^_~
Some things to think about...Have you ever wondered which hurts the most;
saying something and wishing you had not, or
saying nothing and wishing you had?
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
but if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely
no idea whatsoever?
Or fell for your best-friend in the entire world,
and then sat around and watched him/her fall
for someone else?
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have, or could have had.
No one waits forever....
Hehe..I think throughout this homepage you'll find alot of me digressing from the topic. Anyways, hopefully you'll enjoy my homepage and its content as much as I enjoyed putting it together.
Thank-You!
