For my Mom |
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There is nothing to be thankful for, I'm all alone you see ... My children are grown and out on thier own, My husband up and left me! Lately I've been really depressed, Doesn't seem life is worth living ... After looking through my life, Seems I have nothing worth giving! I've thought about it an awful lot, It's what I have to do ... There has to be a better life, When this life is through! I'm in the car with the motor running, I've swollowed all the pills I could find ... It's lonely in here and I'm scared, But it's too late to change my mind! My hands won't move and my legs are frozen, "Why can't I get out?" ... I want to scream and holler, But I have no voice to even shout! My heart is aching now, As I look down and see ... Dear God, I didn't know my children, Would be the one's to find me! "Please Lord, let me go back, I can't bear to see them this way" ... Once more I need to speak to them, "I'm sorry," is what I'd say! If I'd known how bad this was going to hurt them, The thought would have never come around ... Now I'm crying out to them, And they can't hear a sound! I'm looking down from up above now, I changed my mind too late ... An Angel brings you this message, " Please, Don't Ever Tempt Fate! " ©pjc-1991   |
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