The Feeling

I can see you stumble, and I can even see that you’re

gonna fall. You will wish that you never loved him at all. You will lie awake every night crying, and knowing that I was right.

The love that I wanted to last for years, was killed one night, drowned in my own tears.

Love is vital, honest and true. But my love is not complete without you.

Money can’t buy me love, and I’m to proud to steal.

Maybe someday you will understand the way I feel.

I know that my love for you was loyal and true.

Maybe that’s why I now hate myself for loving you.

Its hard to get and hard to hold. This time I did`nt

realize it before you’re love turned cold.

Everything has gone wrong since that faithful day we parted. My heart is like an old rusty car, I can’t get it started.

You’re just like Venus in blue jeans, like Barbie but real.

And still you don’t know how I feel.

When you walked out on me you left my heart in flames. But you are still laughing, and playing your lover games. Maybe someday you will come to realize, you’ll get into trouble by living on lies.

I know that now is the right time to walk away ,

cause when dreaming gets you nowhere then its time to play.

You said you were loyal, and that everything was the same. But I found out that two can play this game.

Its something out there in the distance and its creeping up on me. Nothing by the roadside, no place to hide. Even a blind man could see, something bad is gonna happen to me.

You are in my blood like holy wine, so bitter and so sweet. I could drink of you all night and I would still be on my feet.

I hope that you are proud of all your chasing around

while I was home alone all night.

When you came home, you were telling lies.

But surprise, surprise I saw it in your eyes.

You know I can’t make any deal, until you really know how I feel.

Jesus wept the day you went, I tried a prayer but all

that heaven sent was rain. It didn’t cool the pain.

No matter how hard Id try, I just couldn’t make you

cry. But after we parted, and I walked past close by,

I saw a teardrop in your eye. Like a hunter waiting

for a bear, I was also waiting while you dyed your hair

or decided what pair of shoes to wear.

Love is a game that I can’t loose I heard you say.

Catch your dreams baby, before they slip away.

You said that you loved me, and I thought it was true.

You said that you needed me, and I believed that too.

You said that you were shy, but I didn’t believe you

before I heard the sound of your cry.

Like dr. King I also have a dream, and once in every lifetime a dream is supposed to come true.

My dream is you.

I know that tonight you will be in my dreams, almost

When I see you walking with that other guy, I keep asking myself why? And I wonder if the same music is being played, in the same bed I so often stayed.

There was`nt a fools game I did`nt try, but cry, cry.

But tears cried are as well spent, as the rain the Good Lord sent.

I’ve watched you walk and I’ve heard you talk.

But when I saw you sleeping, that’s the memory

I`ll always be keeping.

All my dreams came true with you, and all my hopes

and fears. All my dreams came true once more, but now in tears.

There will be nights you will wake up screaming.

You know I`ll be there even when you’re dreaming.

But something I remember, reminding me of you.

Like that cold day in December, when you found someone new.

I thought that I was over you, the feelings and the blue.

But the pain comes back, with the memories of you.

Sometimes I wish I could forget you, and let the memories fall.

Sometimes I wish that you didn’t have to leave me at all.

Its all about me feeling like an empty cup.

I want your love to fill me up.

On your back I’m sure there were wings, but where did you hide them when we did those things?

Just like a piece of heaven here on earth.

You must have been an angel by birth.

I softly ran my fingers through your hair.

I held you tight and felt you were near.

The smell of your perfume filled the air

Once more I ran my fingers through your hair.

Times were good, and times were better.

Now I’m sitting here writing this letter.

All that I have left is a story that never ends.

Memories of us as friends.

You can tear down the mountains, you can scream and shout.

You can say what you want but I’m not walking out.

I could be humble, and I could be proud.

But I’m still just a face in your crowd.

You said you made up your mind, and you have made your choice.

God I miss the sound of your gentle and tender voice.

I miss all those hugs and your human touch.

You gave me all, but it was never to much.

There are two things I’ll never forgive you.

Telling me all those lies, and for looking at me with those sad and begging eyes.

A dog would give you his bone, just to be left alone.

A Lone Wolf is who I am, but its better than being

a Lone Lamb.

From the first day I met you, I knew I had to get you.

When you first walked in the door, I stared until my

eyes got sore . I couldn’t look no more.

You are so pretty, so refined. I became blind.

Your eyes can make grown men cry, and you know

why. The look you gave me, made me weak.

You looked once more, I couldn’t speak.

"Arrested for driving while blind"

But now its over, and the memories is all I got .

cruisewolf©

cruisewolf©