Kimberly....

I love you.
Please don't be mad at me because of that.
I love you.
I cannot change that.
I love you.
You are the most amazing person I have ever met.
I love you.
Please don't hate me.
I only wanted to know when, not if or why
You wed
I understand that when you make a commitment
you stick to it
and honor it.
And you would never marry someone who was not perfect
for you
And Keep your promises.
I understand and respect that.
It is one of the things I love about you.
If you couldn't hold to that,
You wouldn't be the one I love....
I DON'T want to end what we DO have between us
But it will end in one way, I think, on the day you marry.
And that is why I asked
When? When? When? When? When?
How much longer do we have
before it must die
before the flame must be damped down
to the dull inferno
of friendship alone?
I will not wait for you, Kimberly.
That wouldn't be fair to you
or to me.
But neither will I settle
for anyone less than you.
And there can't be many more
out there
as wonderful as you.
I just want to meet you face to face before
the curtain falls down between us
I will fly to the other end of the world
for one kiss
from you
a kiss goodnight
a kiss good-bye
Not of leaving forever
but leaving what was
I will not wait for you
but i will wait for someone
as wonderful
if it takes a thousand years
and that someone is you
(for whatever reason)
then life is good
to me.
If not, I can go into the night
Knowing that once
just once
"For One Brief, Shining Moment"
I was loved
By you.
The most wonderful and
Perfect woman
I have never met.
I love you, Kimberly....

I kiss your eyes,
Josh