__lizzie.mcguire`-
i've got somewhere i belong.. i've got someone to love.. this is wart dreams are made of..i juz went to causeway point.. =P while my mum was doin' her nails and stuffs, i went to the library -- I finally completed a werk mrs selva gave me-- and on time ! lols. then after that, went to watch the moviee.. =P pretty cool. but kinda boring. like those kinda shows that you watch and just laugh at some parts and go "awwww.." at some parts. yeah. the guy who sacrificed for that hilary duff was pretty sweet. and the guy who brought hilary all around was pretty cute. yer. not a movie i would recommend. more of a movie for the whole family thingy. it's a girl movie once again. lols. these shows are so fraud. it's kinda boring at parts too. urghies.

__i.need.a.guy`-
these wounds wont seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase..
urghies. not that i'm desperate or anything... =P but yer see, i really miss my ex stead (wei ping).. i darnoe but part of me miss him for him, but the other part misses jut the love we had. i have gotten over him. at least i hope i did. sighs. i just miss having someone to hold or to love. i just miss having this morning wake-up calls, or just these morning messages from my guy saying 'good morning sweetie' or sumthing. it's been soh long since i heard someone say that to me.. i just went for the campfyer at dunearn sec. it was soh cool and everythin'. but the only thing is, when i was on the way back, i felt so empty. felt like there was something missing. felt like i wish i could call on someone to tell that special someone how much i miss him.. and tell him all about my campfyre. =(

then again, my campfyre was cool. i shouted till i lost my voice and now i have no voice =P lols. i do, i still sound okay but my voice is like, so hoarse now. i shouted too much. then we had a non-stop dance, and we formed a line and ran all around. we had so much fun. problem is -- i still feel empty.

__excited`-
nobody warn me about your smile, you're the light when i close my eyes... i'm colour blind.
ouhs. campfyre tonytes. i hope it's gunna be a gud one. i'm hopin' fer the best. yer see.. tis is lyk the ferst ever campfyer i'm going wif most of my guide mates. yeahs! and it's organized by the dunearn scouts & unity's scouts or sumthing. yay! double yay! cuz i'll be seeing some of the guides from dunearn, which were met up with me when in camp during juneee. =P it'll be lyk soh gud. and the sec 4s will be there too.. darnoes if syafa and all will go. i hope that my 'cher did select them.. =D ouhs. it'll be gud. cuz it'll be lyk noisier. and it'll be sohhh much betta. =P it's already 5.07pm.. me gunna bathe soon or sumthing. so takeeee care =D love yas =p hope fer the best fer me.

__i.need.you`-
you took my heart away, when my whole world was grey, you gave me everything and a little bit moree..
ouhs. i miss having to have someone to hold and to love. i miss having someone. staring at the world so cold, you were there to warm my soul, you came to melt a broken heart, you gave my life a brand new start.. ouhhs. i need a guy to do that for me. i need someone so much now. i miss having to hold someone and to love someone. i have been loving my ex stead too long. i know he will never be mine.. but everytime i see him, i just carn control myself. i know i still love him. but i try not to. tomorrow going for a campfire, and it's organized by the unicorn scouts-- which means, he'll be there. he might even be sitting next to me.. but he doesn't know i still love him. i do. i really still do.

__tired.day`-
i dont wanna runaway, but i carn take it, i dont understand. if i'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am?
ouhhhs. =P just came home from school. i have yet to bathe and all.. i had girl guides today. i commanded them in the drill. they said i was too lenient. well... =P i really did not want to make it too strict. i know how it feels when there is a strict commander. urghies. but nvms, i'll be stricter next time. the other thing is, i'm afraid people will think i'm bossy, like, cuz some are a year older (my seniors) and i'm commanding them. urghies. and then, i did gadget makings today =P i taught them square lashing, snake lashing and clove hitch ! =P i finally mastered my square lashing, all thanks to the girl guides that helped me in camp on 12-14june. lols =P sometimes, i just love guides so much yet i hate it once in awhile. lols =P

__changes`-
as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together..
it's so sad to think of the times that my class, 1/6 had. and now it's grown into 2/6. no more hanging outs already. even though we're in the same school, it's totally different. we'll all have our own friends. it's so sad leaving rahila, jiale, farhana, shahril aziz, shahril bahri, hafiz and all that i will miss! everyone in my class in fact. we bonded so well.. mambo no 5, a dance we did for teachers day... a music project -- upside down was the song our whole class learnt to dance that song.. it turned out a fluke. our teacher lied. but everyone learnt the dance step! and that's so sweet.. TMOPE - a skit we acted couple of months ago, and the upcoming skit about Racial Harmony day.. can you imagine separating?? food fair last year... mubarrak fell down.. we went to the hospital and everything.. we went to rahila's house the night before to prepare everything.. so cool. i'm going to miss my class. hella lots.

__new.computer`-
if you have to leave, i wish that you would just leave.
heys. just got a new computer. it's really really cool. and i can use it for any purpose, like watching tv and stuffs, i can do it on my computer. lols. this computer is cool, just that i lost my 800+ mp3s, but i guess it's cool. worth the sacrifice. it's late 11.44pm. i'm tired. ouhhh. nytes to yer. talk to yer later.