a tear of solitude down my face,
impossibilities forshadowed,
memories forced to erase,
your grip is slack, my distance grows,
feelings locked deep inside
stubbornly refuse to show,
your fingers slip through mine and
i feel your palm no more,
my eyes look upon my empty hands
that push you out the door,
i watch you leave as you watch me,
holding my face and a heart that bleeds,
for the one i just let go ,
you whisper i love you and fade away,
i stand in disbelief to the last words id ever hear you say,
i think im dying, dying for you,
and the phrase that sets me free
finally in truth,
so now my tear of solitude seeps from placid eyes,
fixated on the cieling,
to effortless to cry,
my lips mouth i love him, to the reflection of my face,
regret just pulled the trigger, and forever never wakes.