Prose by Sac
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Prose by Sac

Read if you want, pretty much just stuff I write.

Patience gone
Always a fire
What is wrong with me
Wish I could retire

I used to be so patient
I used to be so kind
But now it seems that
To logic I seem so blind

Perhaps getting walked on
Will wear away at nerves
Battling to make others happy
Only bites me later

I look forward to simple comforts
Southern porch swing
Dog at my feet
One and only by my side

I look forward to a humble life
Free from fights and quarrels
No battling with neighbors
No smoothing out others problems

No fighting others views
Not caring what they think
Stay in your damn pews
I’ll live my life as I please
You goddamn rat fink

I sit here and wait
For life to unfold
Is it in my fate
Will I have one to hold

I live my life day to day
Not caring what they say
The sharks keep trying to bite
Wish I could strike them with all my might

One thing has proven obvious
One thing has proven true
If you want something done
Its up to you
The cops don’t care
The politicians are naïve
Life has caught us unaware
To the south I want to leave

Life seems so complicated
Rules, morals, all to follow
Its one that I’ve sometimes hated
Felt so empty and hollow

I do what is in my heart
Not caring of the consequences
Will I become better through this
Or will I be tied to fences

Others seem so baffled
Confused by my ways
I only tell them
You’ll see one of these days

I tell myself to do this and that
I say I will like myself better then
I have learned not to do this
I have learned not to bend

I only do what I believe in
Or else I may hate me
Others seem to have no morals
Yet will their hearts be free

Will I be happy with money
Or will I be happy with pride
Will I love what I do
I wish I could confide


It seems I build these bridges
Only to tear them down
I patch them up, build anew
Only to attract stares and frowns

Others seem creeped out
At the way I think and do
But if you had my mind
What would you do

If you were instilled with morals
If you were raised with pride
Would you live a life
Which you must hide

I feel that if I do whats right
Later on in life
I will have won the fight
I will have conquered strife

Petty problems will fall away
All those problems are day to day
True qualities will shine through
Pettiness will join the fray

It seems as if it does not matter
Whether you are good or not
As long as you follow rules
You only get fatter
Fatter with rage
Fatter with fear
Your life wears away
Year to year

Make the most of life
Build it as you may
But if you step on others
Don’t come near my way

If you cannot build your life
Without taking others down
I hope you have the worst strife
That has ever be found

Treasure the happiness
That you instill in all
For if that is your purpose
You will never fall

Wondering

Surrounded for beauty
Surrounded by lust
But only one is on my mind
Have her I must

We may have just met
We may have long to go
But to her I am loyal
I just hope she knows

Others are confused
As to why I am
I cannot explain why
I am who I am

We live far away
Still I think everyday
I don’t ever know what we are
I truly have no clue

I hope she knows
Cause shes better than she ever knew
I wonder how I will know
If I have known so few

Many said to call
When it was done
But I cannot
They are not the one

We can only see each other
A few days a year
How I will survive this
Is what I truly fear

What does she think
What does she want
Why does have so many mysteries
I want to know up front

I can only sit and wait
And let life unfold as it may
I just don’t want to hate
Myself if I stray

I don’t believe I will
I believe I can
But what does she think
I truly wish to know