From the pages of Rant Mad!
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
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Sleepless in the North
Sleepless again, it's becoming a pattern. I thought only babies got their days and night's mixed up? Gee .....it seems you can do it at 44 too! I live in a small town, no....... really small! In small towns, some times it's better to steer clear of the town 'clicks' because you already live in a fishbowl, you don't need to feed the fish! Gossip runs rampid, local news fly's around faster than the snow in January and the who's who of the town know everything about you.....even more than you do!
As I will be a empty nester soon, I think of what lies ahead. Adventure, romance....um maybe not romance, but adventure for sure! As life should be a adventure not a destination.....I can't wait until I move on to the second half of life. I feel optimistic that are many things I have yet to discover, uncover and try!
A lot of us seem to get older and go into a vegitative state. You settle down into a comfy world and start watching Wheel of Fortune.....ack! In essence, it's a time to spread out with no more lunches to pack, no more trying to kids from point A to point B.....you get 'me' time! Don't settle, don't veg, don't think that you should act like your out of options and it's over! Do the ridiculous, the things that you have always wanted o do but thought you never should dare!
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
People~
I have always said people tend to be 'sheep' and the sheep will follow. It never stops being amazing to me how many people are 'sheep'. What ever happend to having a mind of your own? I think it's become much easier to follow, see then you don't have to think for yourself....you don't have to think, just follow. Has it just become to difficult to go your own, make your own road or make up your own mind? Either people want a scapgoat to blame thier problems on..that most always is the president or thier parents.....or spouse. Or people have to turn to other's to copy a life style or way of being.
So are people still individuals? Or have we become just a lump of "we".?
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Friday, March 27, 2009
I lost my monitor, I killed it. My dearest friend Mr. 'God" my saviour....was kind enough to lend me one. I never knew I could go through internet with drawl...but you can! I stared at a dark screen, it loomed, it called to me, but it sat dark. Hey no one ever told me to shut off the monitor! So basicly it was on for 2, 2 1/2 years....maybe it had a right to die? For me, I felt like a fish out of water, flopping around, could not breath! I do everything online as many of us do. Pay bills, banking, website site, e-mail. I felt so disconnected.....I was alone. I am searching now for another flat screen, which is not that bad I guess. Prices are ok, but it's once again having to get used to another piece of equipment. I am one of those people who get's attached to certain things and once I know my equipment, I want to keep it, not replace it. SO for now, I am back on online, and feel re-connected! The world wide web is once again my playground.
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