Me as I Know Me



1. This is my first Page
2. It sucks
3. My best friend lives in Washington
4. I hate Norman
5. But I love all my freinds
6. I killed my car last year
7. It was on the last day of first semester
8. I hate not having a car
9. I'm working at Braums to get money to fix it
10. I like working there
11. My favorate color is black
12. My favorate color combination is Purple and Green
13. This has nothing to do with Patrick Mellon
14. Black and red also look good together
15. Doug said I was punk
16. I don't beleive him
17. I wish I were really punk
18. But I'm not
19.I threw up twice this morning
20. It was in Rachelle's room
21. It was on her bed
22. and her
23. and her dog
24. and everything else in her room for that mater
25.She was pissed
26. I would be too
27. I have two dogs
28. Their names are Bonnie and Clyde
29. Clyde's a big fat retard
30. I have a kick ass closet
31. It's one giant huge collage
32. I would live in it if I could
33. I hate school
34. I'm about to be a senior
35. HTML programming Sucks
36. but it's kinda fun
37. I've read almost 2 books this summer
38. I hate reading
39. I'm on the internet almost everynight
40. The rest of the time I'm talking to Doug, Rachelle, or Josh.
41. Besides Johnathan in Washington, they're my best freinds
42. I love them
43. Doug and I have everything in common
44. I hate it
45. I hate him
46. No, not really
47. That's just because I don't hate myself
48. and he IS me
49. No one's allowed to have my life, except me
50. I would kill him
51. but we've come to the conclusion that if one of us dies, so does the other
52. did I mention that I hate him
53. No I don't
54. Did I mention that I can never make up my mind
55. It's because I have Bi-poller disorder
56. AKA manic depression
57. Sheeva and I are the typo queens
58. I just meet Sheeva
59. She's freinds with Josh
60. I stole this idea from her page
61. You should visit it
62. I have a link to it
63. It's p r e t t y c o l o r s f a d e
64. This is really fucking long
65. I should probably stop
66. but I don't want to
67. and it's my page, so I won't
68. My sister's a bitch
69. but she can be cool
70. but not very often
71. I'm tired
72. I was up talking to Doug unitll 4:20 last night
73. 4-20's fun
74. My favorate band from the 60's and 70's is the Carpenters
75. They have pretty love songs
76. "Why do birds suddenly appear everytime you are near. Just like me they long to be close to you....."
77. My favorate bands from the 80's is umm...Culture Club, Cyndie Lauper, Queen, David Bowie, and Madonna
78. I hate Madonna now
79. My favorate band from the 90's is the Backstreet Boyz
80. NO NOT REALLY, THEY SHOULD DIE!!!!!! I HATE THEM
81. It's really Marilyn Manson
82. He's sold out
83. He's tring to be Ziggy Stardust
84. I love Ziggy Stardust
85. David Bowie is SEXY
86. I think Dr. Evil is sexy
87. whooooo, ignore that last one....ummm.....i really mean Scott Evil, yeah, that's it
88. Okay, they're both sexy
89. Theatre is my life
90. I was stage manager for the musical last year
91. Everyone in it hated me
92. Because I was an evil bitch from hell
93. I was a lead in the spring show
94. I sucked
95. I had to have a brooklyn accent
96. It was bad
97. I pretend to play the bass guitar
98. that means that I own one and say that I play it, but I can't
99. I should stop
100. Rachelle's suppose to call me now
101. Oh well, webpage more important
102. Did I mention that I ralphed an her today
103. It's kinda funny
104. But only becuase I've had so many people do that to me at parties
105. I like parties
106. They're fun
107. Mr. Ryan is the Stage Craft and Acting God
108. He's mine and Rachelle's hero
109. We love him
110. He's my favorate Teacher EVER!!
111. OK, that's it for now
112. I'm really going to stop I promise
113. You don't beleive me, do you?????
114. Well, just for that I'll.....ummm....well, I don't know what I'll do, but it'll be painfull, I can promise you that my deary
115. oh, yeah, my favorate movies are A Clockwork Orange and Rocky Horror
116. They use to be Annie and The Wizard of Oz
117. I still really like those movies
118. I watch a lot of soap operas
119. Well, actually only three
120. I guess that's a lot
121. Ones ANOTHER WORLD
122. Another is GUIDING LIGHT
123. And the last one is THE YOUNG AND THE RESTLESS
124. They're addictive
125. I've watched them all for the past three summers
126. I'm watching the Young and the Restless right now
127. I love Harry Chapin
128. He's a singer/songwriter form the 70's
129. He died in 1981
130. It was in a car accident
131. I want him to comeback to life
132. So I can marry him
133. One of his songs is THE CATS IN THE CRADLE
134. "The cats in the cradle and the silver spoon. Little boy blue and the man in the moon. When you comin home dad. I don't know when, but we'll get together then. We'll really have a good time then...."
135. I took his song Sniper as poetry last year
136. I went to Regionls with it
137. It was about the clock tower killer
138. His name is Charles Whitman
139. It's talks about him killing 15 people and wounding 30
140. But it's not really about death
141. And if you can't hear the poem and understand that it's not about death AT ALL then you're stupid
142. It's about a troubled soul and how society is creating these "madmen"
143. I hate society
144. Well, I don't really "hate" it, becuase it makes me laugh
145. Because people as a whole are stupid
146. I hate capitalism
147. I love communism
148. I want to be the communist dictator of America
149. The reasom why communism fails is because the leaders don't think that they are a part of their society
150. But I would
151. The country would be a better place
152. Everyone (including me) would have the same things
153. Everyone would be truly equal
154. Well, on that note, now that you all think i'm a psyco, I'm really going to stop
155. Ta-ta
156. I Love You, who ever the hell you are!!
157. I'm Buddhist
158. I the only thing I hate more than Capitalists are Christians that try to push what they believe on other people
159. Espeically when that person is me
160. My nickname is Sammy
161. Jimmy gave it to me
162. Her real name is Sarrah
163. Sarrah, me and one of our mutual friends are going to start a band
164. This means that I'm actually going to have to learn how to play my bass.
165. I'm reading the book A CLOCKWORK ORANGE right now
166. This is the second time I've read it
167. Only this time I'm reading the world version
168. Instead of the American version I read last time.
169. Then world version has the last chapter on
160. Ok, I'm really stopping now, bye.


OK, i'm now going to add some more shit to this finally, i might repeat stuff and i might contradict what i've said before but that's ok, i wrote the last stuff a long ass time ago


1. ok, i'm being bored on the internet right now at 3:20 am. (5-13-00)
2. i went to Prom last weekend
3. i had the best dress there
4. as soon as i get the pictures developed i'm going to put them up on the net
5. I'm working at AMC Movie Theatre right now.
6. well, not right now, right now i'm on the net, but that is where i am employed
7. It's not really work though
8. in an 8 hour shift you do MAYBE 3 hours of work, sometimes as little as 2.
9. It's great, i love my job
10. I'm going to graduate in about 2 weeks
11. that's going to be definitly cool
12. i will like that A LOT!!
13. i'm actually not being about to think of anything about myself that i don't know for a fact is already on here
14. so i think i'm going to stop
15. if i think of anything i'll add it some other time
16. Ok, i think i'm going to try to update some other pages now
17. ok, ta-ta.


ok, i think i'll update this agian, i guess
01-28-00


1. Lets see...i'm out of work right now
2. AMC shutdown on Sept. 04 2000
3. I cried a lot
4. I still do sometimes
5. I miss that place so much it's not funny
6. After we shutdown i got a job at taco bell
7. That truly sucked
8. So at the beginning of last month, i quit
9. So now I'm completely broke
10. I really need to find a job
11. I have a wonderful boyfreind right now
12. I love him so much
13. I truly believe that I'm going to be with him for the rest of my life
14. His name is Lee Bearden
15. He's a straight edge punk rock boy
16. He's my heart and my soul
17. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me
18. And he feels the exact same way
19. I'm slightly drunk right now
20. I'm such a freakin light weight
21. I had 4 wine coolers
22. And I'm buzzin like mad right now
23. I really miss my Lee
24. He lives in Austin, TX
25. Its a six hour drive
26. GGGGGGRRRRRR!!!!
27. He has tiny thighs
28. They're adorable!!!
29. Lets see, what is there to say...
30. Oh yeah...my freinds have given me a new nickname
31. It's "love slinging whore"
32. Don't you just love freinds???
33. but i guess i earned it
34. but lets not go into how i earned it
35. Lee's nickname with his friends is "fag tits"
36. my freinds modified it
37. they call him "captian veggie fag tits"
38. Hey, it's better than Mark's nickname
39. He's an "egyptian cookie vulture"
40. Cause he likes eating cookies
41. and you can jsut use your imagination on what we call a cookie...
42. ok, i can't think of anything else to put here
43. I think i'm going to go now
44. i'll update this again when anything interesting happens to me agian
45. ok ta-ta for now

NEW DEVELOPMENT....(11-13-01)
01. I NOW LOVE TEXAS FOOTBALL
02. AND I'M COMPLETLEY ADDICTED TO A TEXAS BBS
03. I LOVE THE BOARD
04. AND I'M MOVING TO TEXAS IN LIKE 2 MONTHS!!
05.WOOO HOO!!!



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