christmas eve

its only an hour until christmas. i cant believe its actually here again. the older i get the faster it seems that time goes by. it seems like only yesterday it was summertime and i was in school. crazy. this christmas has been different than any other year in several different ways. number one, the weather has been very mild until last week. it almost feels like early fall instead of the beginning of winter. number two, its been kind of hard for me to get into the christmas spirit with all of the hardships that have been going on lately. i am sitting here right now listening to daddy and vance argue about something stupid. i hate this. i hate that it has to be this way. now i am getting yelled at for being on the computer. one of these days, i am actually going to take him up on his threats of me leaving the house. then, he's going to wake up and find out what its really like to be alone. and he wont be happy. and neither will i. merry freakin' christmas...

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