yesterday was actually going good again. after i wrote about everything that happened with brandy, it made it not seem so bad after all, and it helped me to deal with it better. i havent heard from her in a couple days about it, but i dont really care. she is the one that should be apologizing, not me. anyway, things were going good with michele at work and i was having a good day. then, sherry asked me to talk with her for a few minutes. she said that none of the other departments were hiring at the moment, but i would be considered for any openings that they had in the future. she said that the job in customer service is still open if i want it. a few problems there. number one, pay cut. number two, sherry parrish, enough said. number three, if they hire me, then they are going to have to cut vance's hours. now, i cant really do that to vance. what the heck am i supposed to do? i have no idea what i am going to do. i am going to talk to andy some more this sunday about maybe getting a job working for a church. he told me last wednesday that churches were always looking for people. i really dont want to leave the benefits though. i mean, i get 100% of my college tuition payed for. you just cant beat that. and then i might try to put in some applications at some banks or something like that. i just dont know what to do. and i might even just take the stupid job in customer service under the thought that something will come up eventually and i can move out of there again. i just have to keep telling myself that God will provide. i know this, and i feel it in my heart, but its just hard to accept sometimes. life might get to be a bit confusing here in the near future. we will see what happens...
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