hazy

thats the best word that i can use to describe how i have been feeling lately. i am so tired. i can barely keep my eyes open. three nights in a row of staying up way past midnight is finally getting to me. i am skipping class right now just because i didnt feel like going and i knew that if i went in there all i would do is sleep. thank goodness i have candy's notes from last semester. its good to have friends sometimes.

i have been having these weird psychic premonitions, as melissa calls them, lately. i keep forseeing the future and junk. one night i had a dream that i was at a station meeting for the X, at beaners house. during the meeting the conversation turned to the topic of: if you could bring back any dead rocker, who would it be? i wake up that morning and go take a shower, come back and what are they talking about on the radio. none other than: if you could bring back any dead rocker, who would it be? and that is only one instance. there have been several lately.

i talked to melissa briefly today while i was at work. she is supposed to come have lunch with me tomorrow and i am really looking forward to it. dont know if i will kiss her or not. probably. it seems like all i ever write about anymore is melissa. which, i guess, is a good thing. i know its a good thing, its just that there is more in my life than that. talking to her has been more of my journal lately than this has. i tell her just about everything that happens to me during the day. last night i asked her if she would be my new years date to see train and she said yes. actually, it all started rather oddly. for some reason we started talking about how i am addicted to the internet. i told her that i could go a whole week without it. she doesnt think that i can. so we started a little bet to see if i could. obviously i havent started it yet because i am doing this now. so i came up with the idea that if i did it, then she would have to go on a date with me. she said that was pointless because she was already going on dates with me. i agreed and said that if i won that she would be my new years date. she halfway agreed and after a while she said that it would be easier if i just asked her. so i did, and she said yes. we still havent decided what the actual bet is, and i still havent decided if i am going to do it or not.

she has to work until 11:00 tonight which means that she wont get home until after 1:00 and on top of that she is going to her grandmothers house. so i think i am going to go home and go to bed early to try and catch up on some sleep.

train is playing on leno tomorrow night and i couldnt be happier for them. i cant wait to see them. my little band is finally making it big. yeah.

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i gave blood today. go me.