i am a strong believer in being in the right place at the right time. last night, i did just that. i just happen to be online while brandy and her boyfriend were breaking up. i knew that they were pretty serious, but i had no idea that it was a steady thing. so after about 30 minutes of her cursing out men in general and him in particular, and me consoling her and letting her know that it wasnt her fault, she finally asked me if i was going with anyone to the big spring jam in huntsville. i told her no and asked her if she wanted to go. she said yes, but i kind of feel bad for asking her. i kinda feel like i took advantage of her in her time of need. i know i shouldnt really feel that way since she basically invited herself, but i do anyway. on top of that, melissa is going to be at the huntsville show, since its almost in her backyard. now i know that melissa and i have never been anything but friends, friends who have never met at that, but, there has always been that mystery of whether there would ever be something else. i truly hope that me going with brandy doesnt hinder my relationship with melissa. i asked brandy if it was a date thing or a friend thing, and she said that we will just go and see what happens. but then later she told val that she had a date to huntsville. who knows? girls are so dang confusing. men are simple. now i dont know if i should tell melissa that brandy and i are going or not. i dont want to hurt her feelings in any way, shape, form, or fashion. i really like melissa.
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