beginnings

i saw this guy sky's webjournal and i started reading it and was hooked. i felt the need to write. i stoled the idea. get over it.

lonely

i dont even know why i am writing this, but i know that i have to. i have been feeling weird lately. i dont have a lot of friends, and i am single again. i am feeling lonely. not alone, just lonely. i see people in love and it bothers me. i want someone to hold again. i know that i can go back to jamie and she would be waiting, but i dont want that. its friday night, im 20 years old, and i am at home. enough said.

brandy is out with some friends of hers. i am jealous. i barely even know her and i want to be with her. melissa is probably at work and i want badly to meet her. after months i finally got a physical description today, and i am getting a feeling that she might want to meet. we will see...

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