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love, wow! it has been over seven months since i have last written you. to say that a lot has changed in our lives since then would be the understatement of the millenium. i just spent the last hour reading over all of the journal entries that i have written you so far. well, actually, i picked up where we left off from reading them last night. it really has been a roller coaster ride so far. and i read the words that i wrote and i hear the hurt and pain in them. i also hear the immaturity as well. we really have grown so much since your parents moved out. to think that just a few short months ago your mom was still grounding you from talking to me just seems like the silliest thing in the world now. it almost feels as if we have grown more in the past seven months than we had in the past seven years. in the past seven months we have been preparing ourselves, our lives, our home, and our bodies for marriage. and seven weeks from today, we will take that step. we will make that plunge. we will tie that knot. and then we'll start our lives together. in a sacred bond established before God and man we will join our lives as one. oh how i long for that day. i pray that God will give us the patience that we need and that He will work out all of the details. thank you God. thank you for jay and all that she is. most of all, thank you for sending her my way. |
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footnote:
we got engaged on june 21, 2002. wanna read about it? here's my version and your version.