getaway

love, i really wish that you had been with me this weekend. i longed for your companionship and the thoughts of us doing things as a couple.

i went to church on friday night with nicole and jeff. it was awesome. we were late, so we missed some of the worship time. the church that we went to is in the middle of a study of the book of revelation. he preached about the destruction of bablyon in the 18th chapter.

i love learning about all of the symbolism that is in the book of revelation. at times, after reading the left behind series, i wish that i could be there with them, literally fighting the evil one.

i went to nashville on a company getaway trip this saturday. my coworkers brought along their husbands and girlfriends, and of course, i went alone.

riding on the cruise boat, i had a longing for you to be there with me. in downtown nashville, i could almost feel your hand in mine as i walked. i wanted you there with me as i lay on the grassy hill looking at a wonderful night sky. and on the bus ride home, i wondered if you were looking at the full moon when i was.

i think i am going to give my kids a spiritual gifts test this wednesday. i wonder what your spiritual gifts are. since im a prophet, i imagine that you are merciful. im sure that you are full of love to give. i just hope that you find me worthy of that love.

i know that i am not the most loveable and agreeable person in the world. im sure that many times it wont be easy living with me. i do promise this, that i will always love you and i will always strive to be the kind of husband that you deserve.

everyone seems to be coming to me for advise these days. 'should i date this person? what do you think i should do about this person?' its kind of cool how once you learn something, God puts people in your life that you can teach it to.

today, someone asked me if i had ever been in love. i told them no, because you only fall in love once.

one day, i will be able to say yes to that question and you will be the reason why.

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