quote of the day:
I just called my radio station and requested Jump.
- a really freaky guy on aol again -
i almost ate a baby today.
GET IN MY BELLY!
we got a king cake at work from the manager in the new orleans area. and i almost bit right through the little sucker.
tradition says that i get to be king for a day. im going to rally for the day off. 10,000 to 1 odds that i dont get it.
anyway.
flirting is fun.
especially when you get to do it with two different people in the same building in the same day.
the really fun part of flirting is that you get to teeter on that line. you can show as much interest in someone as you want and then have absolutely no obligation to them whatsoever.
its a game. a game played with both participants knowing full well the rules of the game ahead of time.
its fun. you should try it.
anyway.
had another odd dream last night. imagine that.
i dreamed that i went to one of those alternative schools where they send the freak kids. dont exactly know why i was there, but there were some real kooks there. there was this one chick who had her hair shaved on the sides, and the rest of it was almost down to her feet. it was naturally a blond color but she had obviously decided that one color wasnt nearly enough. it was streaked with many different colors, pink being the most prevalent. there was this other chick with her hair braided that was sitting on top of a picnic table and found it very necessary to scream at the top of her lungs.
very odd, and very par for the course as far as my dreams go.
i've been reading a lot lately. read three books in less than a week. thats why i havent been writing a lot lately.
books show you things from a third party perspective. so, thats how i've been thinking lately.
its like im viewing my life from the outside. im seeing all my relationships and friendships like someone not involved. i know it sounds silly, but its what i've been doing.
not only that, but im seeing it as a whole and not just how im feeling about it at this particular time. looking at the overall picture instead of the obvious. veiwing the forest and not just the trees.
no more cliches i promise.
i've also decided something else, and this is a big one. im not going to apologize for my faith any more. and im not going to try to hide it.
when someone used to ask me what i wanted to do for a living, i would tell them that i didnt know, knowing full well that God had called me into the ministry. not anymore.
im growing as a christian and this is something that God has been laying on my heart. as tough as its going to be, im going to be a better witness.
dont wish me luck, but pray for me.