things i should know

im 21 years old.

i should know how to live on my own and pay bills. i should know how to take care of minor automobile problems. i should know how to be independent. i should know not to make the same mistakes over and over again. i should know how to make good decisions in the people that i date.

she works with me. i've been there. thrice, and i should know better.

she's eight years older than me. i've been there too.

she's divorced. been there too.

and she has a nine year old daughter. and we all know that i've been there as well.

and i do know better. but that doesnt stop me from doing a little casual flirting now does it? there's nothing wrong with casual flirting is there?

*watching as everyone shakes their head no*

good, im glad that we are all in agreement on this.

anyway.

i have no idea what the deal is with jennifer.

i called her everyday this week and left messages either on her machine or with her aunt. each time i asked her to page me when she got in, no matter how late it was.

i never got paged.

yesterday, i asked mandy to call her and talk to her and see what is going on.

mandy called and left a message with her aunt to call her whenever she got home.

she didnt call.

what am i supposed to do? i dont want to give up because she had major potential. she's a Christian. she's smart. she has my sense of humor, which is kind of scary actually. she's very attractive. and she has seen every episode of saved by the bell. what more can a man ask out of a woman?

i just wish that she would show me that she is still interested.

for now i sit and wait.

except that im not sitting. im going to a concert tonight. yep, im going to see skillet.

until tomorrow...

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