so, here's the aforementioned entry. enjoy.
my grandmother called yesterday morning. my last remaining living grandparent called.
and i didnt even talk to her.
my father's mother called while i was getting dressed for work. the woman who bakes the best brownies that i have ever eaten in my life called.
and i didnt even want to talk to her.
apparantly, she told my dad that she wouldnt drive to birmingham to come see us, but that she wanted us to come see her.
maybe i should. she *is* my grandmother, and she is getting old.
but this is the same woman who turned her back on us during the divorce. and she practically drove my grandad to the grave.
so, yeah, im bitter, especially about the last one.
anyway.
im immature.
im beginning to realize this more and more.
i first noticed it last weekend. being around the other college students made me realize that im not as mature as them.
its probably due to a lot of different things.
i've led a fairly sheltered life. both of my brothers are immature, especially my older brother. he's 7 years older than me, and i am a lot more mature than him in a lot of ways. also, most of the people that i hang out with are younger than me; the kids in the youth group, and fire by night. and i think a large part of it has to do with the fact that i am 21 years old and i still live at home and i attended a junior college instead of a major university.
the point is that i have realized the fact and now i am trying to work on it. it will probably be a slow process, but im working on it.
anyway.
i had a meeting with my advisor at uab on monday. i got lost and got there thirty minutes late. she had already left, so i resheduled it for today.
i didnt get lost this time, and i was early. go me or something.
i was a little worried that my history classes wouldnt transfer since i took american history instead of western civilization, but it wasnt a problem. in fact, all of my classes transfer. my advisor seemed impressed that i had actually followed all of the classes outlined in the transfer program. the only thing i have left to do is to fill out an application and be accepted into the school. then, i can start right into my upper level business courses. it seems very surreal that i am actually going to be going to a real college now. im excited.
remind me i said that once classes actually start.
i emailed michele today.
i confessed my undying love to her and told her how i want to be with her eternally and that i cant live without her.
*snicker* nah, i really just asked her to bring me back my train cd.
so chad, did she bring it back?
of course not.
the nerve.