i've been slacking on the journal lately.
someone kick my butt back into shape.
anyway.
weird dreams galore these days.
thursday night i had a dream that i stopped these pork smugglers on an airplane. i cut the ropes that was holding their smuggled pork and it went crashing to the ground. then i was sitting in my room and elaina, the girl that i used to work with, the one that both kratz and i went out with, was there. well, actually, she went out with everyone, but thats another story entirely. anyway, she was there and for some reason, she started to take her shirt off. then, we started making out and fooling around on my bed. the funny thing was that pat, another lady from work was in my bathroom across the hall talking to someone. so, we kept having to watch ourselves and making sure that she didnt catch us. i wont go into detail, but we did something called the tripod technique. its not something real, i made it up in the dream. actually, she made it up. very odd. then, for some reason, my dad kept telling me over and over that i was getting fat.
i woke up confused as usual.
last night i had a dream that i was in some kind of church or something and a friend of mine got a page. the page said that michele had gone to palm beach florida last summer and she had made a amature porn movie while she was there. so, i went to palm beach myself for some reason. then i called her and was asking her about it. i asked her if she had went anywhere on her vacation. she said no. then i asked her if she had gone to palm beach, and she admitted to it. then i asked her if she had met anyone while she was down there. she said no. i asked her if she had had sex while she was down there. then she admitted it to me. then, for some reason, i saw the movie. quite disgusting. after that i was walking around the pool and some guy up on the second floor was throwing water balloons at everyone. some of the balloons had ice in them and some of them had fish in them. then, i dreamed that i was still in high school, and the high school that i went to was in a strip mall. i was having a hard time graduating for some reason. i was walking around and one of my old math teachers stopped me and asked me to pray for one of the ladies that i work with now. how they are connected, i have no idea. then, we kept seeing this ufo in the sky.
again, i woke up confused.
i think i need to go see a doctor and get him to tell me what my crazy dreams mean.
anyway.
it snowed yesterday for the first time in a few years. there was about three inches on the ground at my house. fun.
at work thursday, they told us if the roads were closed, not to come in. well, even though there was snow on the ground all of the roads were still open. so, i got up and got dressed and went to work. when i got there, joy was inside and she motioned for me to go back home. so i did. i goofed around for a while and about noon my phone rang. it was sherry. she wanted vance and i to come in. can you believe that? of course, we went.
i hate that job.
i found out on thursday that one of the girls is leaving in accounting. guess who is going to apply for that position?
only one set back to that job. i will be working with michele. actually, i will be sitting right next to her if i get it. there's some irony in there somewhere.
i havent talked to jennifer since the other night. i miss her. i wonder if she is still interested or if she is avoiding me.
who knows?
anyway.
my birthday is tuesday. i'll be 21. everyone send gifts. or at least an online birthday card.
krissy is supposed to come to birmingham next weekend. im so excited. i cant wait to see her again. when i took my little hiatus, she emailed me and asked me where i had been. i didnt write her back, then two days after i had been back, her sister wendy wrote me and told me that krissy was worried about me. it was so cute. i wrote her back and told her that i was okay.
the point is that she is coming, and she wants to spend some time with me while she's here. i cant wait.
im going hunting tomorrow. hopefully, i will remember to take a notebook with me this time. or at least some headphones.
i'll be back on monday.