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what's up krissy...
i love getting even.
im totally over michele. after hearing the news from yesterday, it sent me over the edge.
100% completely and totally over her. of course, it probably helps that i have someone with potential now, but anyway.
she answered the email, and this conversation ensued: (you will pardon me if i add a few editorial comments along the way wont you?)
me: thats awfully soon dont you think......
me: isnt that the second person that you have loved since the divorce.....to me that just seems a little soon.......i could be wrong.......and i dont listen to rick and bubba.....i like radio morning shows that are funny.......
me: i've told you before, and i will tell you again, i dont play games. i am a very open and honest person. i was just concerned about you as a friend, because we both know that we were friends way before anything else. if you think that i am trying to just be mean, then thats fine, but that is not at all what i am trying to do. i told you this before too, i think that you are so ready to have someone that you are going to settle for something other than what you need, and you will end up in the same situation that you are in now. excuse me for expressing my concern. i will keep my mouth shut from now on.....
me: whatever michele......
me: thats me....im a jerk......again, i say.....whatever
me: so i hear that you are in love.....
(oh really)
her: yes I am
her: No I mean only I know how I feel
her: Look, I find your approach to this whole situation wrong
As far as Casio Kid (fat redneck radio boy) yes he makes me very happy, he knows how to be serious when needed and when to make me laugh, which is what I need....He does not put pressure on me about anything, he loves me for who I am and does not try to tell me how to change things....Instead of telling me what I do not do he tells me things that I do and he appreciates all of me... (well, now i am seeing why you left me for him.....gosh, what a great guy....heck, i want to date him)
So whatever you are trying to do you can stop now because this little game with you was over long ago........
Hey thanks (i shall resist the overwhelming urge to say that you are welcome here)
her: That would be the best thing for you to do unless you want me to start on you........
her: ok jerk....
she's resorted to name calling. the truth must really hurt or something.
anyway.
i went to see jennifer briefly yesterday. i say briefly because i only spent about five minutes with her. i went to the studio at about 5 minutes before the class was over. i talked to mandy and another lady that i knew until the class was over. then i walked and talked with jennifer over to her other class.
she was wearing sweat pants and a sweatshirt, and she looked good. see, not a lot of people can do that, but she can. she had told me during the day that i didnt have to come. so, she seemed genuinely excited that i was actually there.
it was so good to get to see her again, but you wanna know what is better than that. well, i'll tell you. we're going out tomorrow night. yep, thats right kiddies. the chadster has himself a date. arent you proud of me? im so excited. we're going to go watch her cousin's beauty pageant. not exactly a typical first date, but i could care less what we do as long as i am with her.
man, im excited. this is so awesome. i may have a sweetie just in time for valentine's day. how cool is that?
footnote:
the department went to lunch together today. i guess it was a sort of sympathy gift/farewell to me or something. except that no one even mentioned that i was leaving the whole time that we were there. it was surreal to say the least.
oh, and the new computer came today. talk about adding insult to injury.