jesus rocks

forgive them Lord
for they not know
that what they do
people blame it on you

set your eyes to zion - p.o.d.

i listened to that song tonight, and those words just hit me.

hard.

i proclaim my Christianity fairly openly. therefore, my actions are subject to a lot of judgement and criticism by both Christians and more so from non-Christians.

many times my actions arent exactly Christ-like.

it shocked me to think that people actually blame God for my actions.

it scared me to think that all of my actions and the consequences that they entail are going to be brought before God on Judgement Day.

and it scared me even more to think that my actions might have caused someone to give up on God and not accept Jesus as their savior. that i might have caused someone to go to Hell.

man, thats a scary thought.

anyway.

i had a little bout with satan this afternoon on my way home from work.

i won.

check that. God won. i was just along for the ride.

satan started working on me, trying to get me all depressed about work and other things.

then i basically told satan...errr yelled at satan to leave me alone, because God was on my side.

see, the thing about satan is that he knows that he is going to loose. he knows that in the end, God is going to lock him in the lake of fire with everyone else. his thing is that if he has to suffer, then he is going to try to get as many people as possible to suffer with him.

he knows that non-Christians are already going to be there with him, so he tries his best to win over the souls of Christians.

guess what. he cant.

satan sucks. and i told him so.

jesus rocks.

anyway.

again, i went to dance class tonight to attempt to talk to jennifer.

again she wasnt there.

im beginning to think that she is avoiding me.

probably just my paranoid personality, but we shall see.

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