i dreamed last night that i lived in my own apartment. it was very odd. i remember waking up one morning and having to clean up the few things that i had left out from the night before. i even cooked myself some breakfast.
it wasnt a very big apartment, but it was mine. and it was on a lake or the ocean or some other body of water. i had a balcony where you could walk out over the water. i walked out onto the balcony after eating my breakfast and there was a family swimming around the end of my balcony. i wasnt really paying them any attention. i was watching a woman on her balcony across the lake. it was a woman that i had a strong attraction to. she had long blond hair, and she was incredibly beautiful. her name was brandy, and i was thinking about the next time that i would get to see her.
then the little girl in the water splashed me playfully. i started talking to them briefly. when i looked back across the lake brandy had gone back inside.
i decided that i was going to go over and talk to her. so i said goodbye to the family and went back in and closed the glass door to the balcony. as i was leaving, daddy and some other people came up and started talking to me. i just remember wanting to leave so that i could go see brandy.
about that time dad knocked on my door and woke me up to tell me that i was running late.
i get the whole apartment side to it. obviously i have been thinking about that a lot lately. i dont understand any other aspect of the dream. i dont get the water thing, or talking to the swimming family, or the whole brandy thing.
i did date an incredibly beautiful girl named brandy once while i was in junior high school. she is so beautiful that she has now gone on to be a model.
another one of those relationships that look a lot better now than they did at the time. i could make a whole list of these. stupid, stupid, chad.
anyway, i havent thought about her in years though. i dont even know if it was her in the dream. it didnt really look like her. brandy was a skinny girl, and this woman was full bodied.
i dont know, i cant explain it. it was one of those dreams that you hated to wake up from.