I can't keep changing, just because you think I should.
I'm drifting away
I got my pride and that's all I need
I feel as if I'm running, right back to where I started
There's nothing wrong with me, and this feels so unnatural.
I try to cancel out, whatever I can't laugh about. So what does that say? That can't be anyway, I've done my worst and no one knows.
I just want to know the truth
I'm on the outside, I'm lookin' in, I can see through you, see your true colors. Cuz inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me, But I can see through you, see to the real you.
I analyze every second I exist, beating up my mind every second with my fists.
Does anybody really know the secret?? or the combination for this life and where they keep it?? It's kinda sad when you don't know the meanin' and everything happens for a reason.
Life's just a blast, it's moving really fast, you better stay on top or life'll kick you in the ass
I will do what it takes, if I make some mistakes, its OK cuz it’s all just the way it should be.
Nobody loves me, nobody cares, nobody loves me, nobody owes me a thing, nobody loves me, nobody cares, nobody loves me, maybe I’ll go eat worms.
I’m so sick of them deadlines, I understand why them maniacs are hittin the headlines.
You need to drop that freakin ego before ya crash, before the headlights are simply glarin in your eyes and you’re goin down. What’s the matter w/ the life that you’re leadin when you’re bleedin everyone’s thinkin how much they hate you. It’s not too late dude, just that time for you to zip up that grill take a deep breath look around, ain’t nobody left just a target, bulls eye, still you walk around like that clown in a forcefield. See I’m not crazy you’re the one who’s crazy institutions gonna be the only way that we can even solve this, had about as much as I can take, so do yourself a favor.
I get bored.
This town, don’t feel right, so drive me, far away.
All I wanted was a Pepsi just one Pepsi.
Me I’m broke.
Just one of those days, when ya don’t wanna wake up.
Everyday is better than the next day, at least that’s what you think.
Reality bites, but that’s what life is.
You’ve even stolen you’re appearance, from hangin around with my family.
The drummer from Def Leopard’s only got one arm!!
Everyone that burns has to learn from the pain.
It’s hard to start things over.
Ain’t nothing gonna change, and you can go away, cuz I’m just gonna stay here and always be the same.
Yesterday’s just a dream I don’t remember, tomorrow still a hope I’ve yet to indulge, I’m outta time I’m outta rhyme I’m outta reaon, seasons change and leave me out in the cold. Stories over tales been told my many scholars, got a fist full of dollars and a pocket full of love. God above if ya hear me cryin, tried to sell my soul but on one’s buyin. Lord strike me down if I’m lyin. It’s getting cold it’s time for dyin. Come on and watch me shine, like the world is mine, today. Come on and watch me shine, like the world is mine, today. Let the man who’s free from sin, cast the first stone then begin the violence. Let the man whose words ring true, speak on up til his voice breaks thru the silence. Little ones who lose their way, live to see just one more day in the sunshine. Little ones who choose to stray recognize the price they’ll pay in their lifetime. You sit and you wait for my roads to cross, ya nail me down and you watch me bleed. So lay my head against the earth, plant my body like a seed. Ya can’t always get the things ya want love. Get whatcha deserve or maybe whatcha need. SO fill my hole w/ precious dirt love, til the hole and plot he wheat.
Maybe there’s more to life than it seems I’m constantly runnin from reality chasin dreams.
I thank God I'm blessed with a mind that’ll reckon, wait until the second round and knock em out
I’m gonna get mine.
Tell me why ya came, tell me why you’re here, tell me why your voice is always ringin in my ear, you wanna be the man hangin w/ my crew, well who the hell are you tho?
Can’t you take a hint, thought you had a friend, its such a shame cuz you’re comin around again.
This pain in my stomach won’t go away. I assume this is punishment from all the mistakes I’ve made. In a world where my actions, speak louder than words, in a world where my actions speak louder than words. I know more people than ever before one lesson I’ve learned from it all, fortune is fame all disguised as a friend cuz I’m lonelier than I’ve ever been.
And God I LOVE YOU!!
Realize that I'm worth more than that.
I've never needed anyone to help me, I'm beggin you, to please come save me from myself.
I feel so alone from all I've become.
Everytime I feel this I just lose control.
I'm the only one who can fix, whatever's wrong I'm sure, but I haven't been here long enough to know.
I'm afraid to be alone, afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone.
If you should die before me ask if you can bring a friend.
Can you take my picture cuz I won't remember.
Can't you trip like I do.
Why judge me for what I am?
If I could would you?
So I made a big mistake, try to see it once my way.
Hate a feeling I don't really get, and hate can get you in some serious shit. Time is something that won't change me, but I can't change time so f*ck it.
Are you ready to go, cuz I'm ready to go, whatcha gonna do, Baby Baby, Are you goin with me cuz I'm goin with you.
Changed alot and then some some, know that we have alwayz been down down, if I ever didn't thank you you, then just let me do it now.
Step in use my steel toe as a weapon.
Everyday is nothing but stress to me.
Why don't ya say what ya mean??
Walk into this world with your headup high
I've done my worst and no one knows.
The more you spit out your mouth, the less I believe.
I won't let you fall apart.
Bring me a light, make my life worth something more.
Slow it down...I'm so winded, I've fallen down...again.
Who said "Home is where you hide?"
Relied on me to say it all.
Another day I fell further from myself.
It's like I'm real tired of the clones, I'm real tired of the clones.
Now that you found out- somewhat about me, I wonder how long it will be before you leave.
All I want in life is to be happy.
Why don't ya turn me loose.
I remember when, you would never lie to a friend, cuz you were so high, you were so shy, you were so f*cked up anyway.
Life keeps on tickin, tickin tickin into the future.
Cuz this is how we learn.
Why does such a short time feel so long??
I feel you are what saves my soul.
You push me but I won't fall I've been programmed to take it all And shove it way down inside.
My problem is I don't have much to say.
Everything falls apart.
Wanna show you that I'm good for something, I can't, you won't let me.
All your artificial words won't heal me, Because you can't accept me.
Wanna show you that I'm good for something I can't, you won't let me All your artificial words won't heal me Because you can't accept me
I'm not OK.
I'm OK.
I force myself through another day, Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything, Right in my face.
Finally did something right for myself.
I've never been someone who knows.
My choices haunt me everywhere I go.
I wish that this would just go.
I'm kinda insecure, But I know, That I'm not the only One that can fix, Whatever's wrong I'm sure.
I feel nothing, Longing for something.
Please believe, You save me rearrange me I can feel, You're feelings running through me Take away, My sorrow, my tomorrow Cradle me
Pitiful you, your hideous behavior hate what God gave ya, fakin all the flava artificial minds seekin out the new trends get in where you fit in quit thinkin like a has-been diggin in my culture.
You're sick of yourself well I'm sick of you too, fake you're a, a counterfeit, fake you know we figured you out well I'm sick of you too, fake you're a, a counterfeit, fake.
I wonder, I wonder I wonder what it's like to be a clone doin' nothin, nothin' on my own.
Alone in your misery, you're bitin on my new style filed as a counterfeit, going down in history as nothin but a copy cat (copy cat) so if your fakin that you're phat you need a ballbat right where your head is at.
You disregarded your life (disregarded your life) you disrespected your friends (you disrespected your friends) you've even stolen your appearance (stolen) from hangin out with my family but I should have never dropped my guard (shoulda never dropped my guard) so you could stab me in the back (stab me in the back) but you were faking me out (you were faking me out) just faking me out you wear a mask (you wear a mask) freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit, you're freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit.
Now you're steadily startin to change you wanna rearrange your lifestyle with live like the wild child with the vibe alive you could lie to try and be so fly a lie but you deny you're a fake you know we figured you're a phony (fake) you know we figured you out.
