How would a man feel at the moment he hits the ground when he commits sucide by jumping
out from a high place ? Ever sit in a roller coaster ? What's the last feeling
you had when the roller coaster scroll down at almost free fall ? All your muscle
are tense, breath stops for that particular moment, thoughts freezes ... These feeling is
enjoyable (well, for most who play) and you are even willing to pay to get this feeling
again because you know, the coaster will be climbing up again and will stop eventually.
All those tense feeling may be the same as from the moment you jump off the
building until the moment right before hitting the ground. Those who tried bungee
jumping or parasuiting will know better than roller costering. But that still
doesn't tell how a man would feel at the exact moment smashing the ground. So your
muscle is tense, you stop breathing and your thought is held back and BANG! Yeap!
You hit the ground so fast that your tense feeling hasn't really round off the yet.
You are still tense, but this time u feel a bit warmer. Some warm liquid flows out
from your chest, down your head and perhaps your eyesight gets blur or reddish.
Then you probably hear some noise, that people are murmuring. You know you became
the focus but you didn't feel it like the way you were being focused on when u were
before. The "warm" feeling flow through more part of your body and that
makes you good. Yea ... it makes you good but not making you feel good. You
know a lot more things but you don't feel them anymore . . . . . That is if you are lucky.
Some cases, the normal term named as miracle or simply you didn't choose a high
enough place. Then you would probably be disqualifed to obtain this kind of platinum
feeling.
Last automatically updated on Tuesday, October 30, 2001 10:27:54 AM
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