This is My Cry
you left me in the dark
you left me there to die
you didn't care about the pain I felt
it didn't bother you to hear me cry
I was there
I couldn't be strong
I had lost my will
the thing that kept me alive so long
but still
you didn't give a shit
I wanted to die
I wanted to quit
"just give up" I told myself
"it's just too hard" I thought
"I can't make it" I heard
"NO!" I said as I fought
I had to be strong
I had to be
I knew I could pull myself together
but I wish to be silent, to not speak
But you WILL listen
This is my cry
I'm going to be bold
fuck being shy
you think that you can
but I won't let you
you tried to love and leave
you'll listen even if you don't want to
why aren't you hurting
because your heart isn't real
and you acted like mine's a toy
I'll tell you how true pain feels
My heart is broken
I feel no pain when I hurt you back
you ripped apart my love for you
and now you're gonna live to regret that
I once would have been there
to dry your tears and make you smile
You crushed me, now I'll crush you
and I don't care, I'll have revenge with style
you'll get what you deserve
I'll make sure, you'll see
I was being hella sweet
but you'll learn that you don't fuck with me…
