Forgiven
am i truly forgiven
do you with all your soul
as well as all your heart
give me back so i may be whole
if i am do this thing
just one little favor
don't forget
even though it's nothing to savor
i'm sorry it may be hard
i just want you to remember
that i'm not always perfect
but i'm always wishing for forever
i can feel your love
god, it's so warm
like a ray of sun
not like a frozen ocean storm
to have you near
just to see your smile
it's all my fault
you've been sad for all this while
i'm sorry
that's all i can say
i don't want you to leave
i just want you to stay
when i see your face turn
from sad to sadder
no matter where i am
i feel like i'm falling off a ladder
still falling
until i weep
and on the floor i cry
until i fall asleep
i don't know how much you can take
i don't know how i always hurt you
i've been like an animal
throw me in a zoo
i hurt you so much
i try to make you happy
i'm just like a thorn
you were with me when i bought this khaki
i remember you hurt me
you said something wrong
i remember the moment
the faces, the song
you saw i was hurt
you also said sorry
you gave me a hug
i was lost probably
for my eyes began to water
i sat down on a bench
drank some coke
to kill a quench
i forgave you
though i didn't forget
then we went to the beach
to watch the sun set
now it's your turn
to balance things out
as you usually do
i'm sorry i make you pout
you're perfect to me
though i don't forget
and i'll always love you
and i'd win that bet
i'm sorry it so one-sided
i try to keep you comfy
we'll sit down and be happy
silently
we know what we're thinking
we're forgiven
but not forgotten
it's not bad or good
but our tears are soft like cotton
another poem
Rob~e
