Still Missing you

Kathy If I had only known that was the last time I would see you alive I would have taken more time and listened to every word you said to me that day. I would have held you close to my heart and told you I loved you. I would have hung on every word you said.

After you failed to return that day and I received the dreadful news that you would never be returning to me again, I tried and tried to remember every little detail of your life, the last things you did that day, the last words you said, the last picture of you in my mind.

Oh the pain of knowing I would never see your pretty face again. Never to see you alive again until Jesus comes was so unforgetable and so painful. I thank God for His comfort and His assurance that I would indeed see you again when He comes to get me. I am still looking for that day.

I wanted to just go and be with you that day but I could not and had to be strong for the other children in the family but my heart was ripped to shreds and I was so lonely for you I felt like I could not go on. But God was so faithful to help and to take my broken heart in his hands and take me in His arms and help me to go on.

Now it is year 2000 in the month of Aug and I still cry and am so lonesome for you. That day seems so far away yet so fresh in my mind too. The pain will never go away on this earth my sweet dear Kathy. I love you so much and am so looking forward to seeing you again, but until then I have these web pages of your sweet face to look at. Written from my heart this day at 7:30 Aug 23pm 2000. (She was killed in a Motorcycle / auto accident in CA in 1973)