If you've guessed that the bule moon is gonna be on hiatus for awhile, you're right.
Reasons? I don't have time to spend sitting in front of a comp, churning out journal entries the way I used to do. I need more time to do stuff like schoolwork and essays and all that jazz. Moreover, updating has in a way become a chore... It isn't something that I enjoy anymore... Maybe it's the depressed part of bipolar that's working up, but it just isn't something that I want to do at the moment.
Another reason is that I'm wondering if all this journalling is doing me that much good. Sure, all the shrinks will tell you that journalling is extremely thereupathic, but I don't think they had web-journalling in mind when they made that generalization. I, being the introspective nerd I am, tend to ponder too much and too long over matters, and psycho-analysing myself doesn't help. As one author put it, you can know all the 'whys', but it doesn't mean that you're moving on and getting things right.
Time for me to get off my butt and actually do something to help my recovery instead of waiting for others to do it for me.
I'll be back 'officially' in March 2000 when the semester is over. In the meantime, this page will be updated sporadically (ie. once a fortnight, once a month?). If you really want to know how I'm doing, beg me to marry you!
Thank you and goodbye, for awhile.
Just me.
