"I Met Your Recipent Today"
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Your walked upon this Earth and have done your part.
You gave unselfishly when you knew your time was coming to an end.
You gave the Gife Of Life, so another could Live.
Holly your Love will never end......
You see your Love lives inside a beautiful woman, I met today.
Your kidney recipent...
She is beautiful like you...
With a twinkle in her eyes and a warm embrace,
which came from her Heart and told me,
Heaven and Earth weren't so far apart.
Love never ends, for your Love has continued in my new found friend.
We will continue your legancy so others will know.
Ther is no greater Gift than the Gift Of Love.
For only True Love comes from within......
Thank you Holly, for giving ~ so another could Live.
Love ~ Mom ~
Written For:~ Holly Lea Nelson ~
I'm missing you, longing and yearning for your touch.
Only a Mother loosing her child, understands the pain
which continously consumes and stirs the emotions in ones soul.
Now a years gone by since we've laugh, touched or talked.
Oh, where has the time gone...?
So, I tuck you inside my heart and ask God for,
his strength to rise above this grueling pain.
Laying my heart in Jesus' hands,
knowing only he can fill my soul,
with the peace I need to learn to live again.
I Love You Holly ~ Mom ~
Your an angel standing by my side.
Guiding me in this world full of
hatred, passion and crime.
Hold me gently, as you gaze into my eyes.
Show me lives secrets, you have locked away inside.
Grant me knowledge, few in life hold.
Free me from this pain...
Continuously stirring in my soul.
Your an angel who, has touched my soul...
It's a privilege and honor to be your mother.
You have touched me like no other.
Our worlds really aren't so far apart.
For my darling Daughter
~ "Your Always In My Heart" ~
Love ~ Mom ~
Eyes so full of life, dancing and laughing.
A smile so warm and caring.
Your love has been a inspiration to my life.
Sitting by a window, reading my bible
in the still of a moon lite nite.
Tears flowing from my soul and eyes.
I feel little arms surrounding me saying,
"mother please, ~ don't cry, It'll be alright".
With a childs faith, you say;
"Holly is with Jesus, she's happy.
She'll always be with us, even if we can't see her.
Mom we'll see her again, just believe!"
Haley wipes the tears flowing from my eyes
and smiles so tenderly, hugs me reasurly.
As she crawls onto my lap and caressess me.
If only we'd have faith as a child.
What then, would this world be like?
Love ~ Mom ~
Written For: Haley Nelson ~ Holly's Little Sister
You finished every race and ran with desire and grace.
I knew you were crying inside but,
you shown such determination and pride.
Reaching deep within yourself, from a well within.
You had the dedication to do it all over again.
Day after day, you ran without your sister by your side.
Never once giving up this fight in your life.
My daughter you've succeed in many things,
which style and grace.
But, you have found another quality call courage.
For with COURAGE, everything falls into its place.
Love ~ Mom ~
Written For: Heather Nelson ~ Holly's Older Sister
Your a spiritual river flowing in the depths of my soul,
where you roam, I'll never know.
I'll trust in you to help me through and
show me, who I really am.
Your a deep river entwining and embracing my soul.
Slipping down inside the darkest, valleys within.
I believe in who I am, you've shown me,
how to "understand."
Your a deep river woman,
spiritually inticing me as you please.
You've extended your angelic hand,
which flows within my soul and now I stand.
On a mountain, I look down into the depth within
and know who I am.
Your a spiritual river flowing free,
Happy sixteen birthday ~October 30th~
Love ~ Mom ~
The Way You Make Me Feel
It's the way I feel you, that lets me know your here
It's the way you come to me, in my dreams,
which lets me know your near.
it's the things you show me, that makes it perfectively clear,
that your always near.
This spiritual circular motion, which keeps me,
growing without fear.
Oh God, keep drawing me near.
Never let me fall, from this perplexual spiritual motion.
It's the way you speak to me,
that gets me so, high.
It's the way you guide me,
in my life that makes me, want to fly.
It's your love, which makes it ubliquitously clear,
that your still so near.
I know spiritually, you'll always be near.
~ Mom ~
Touch me in the morning as the sun arises.
To a new horizon of the day at dawn.
Go with me through this day,
guide me spritually along lives way.
Put your hands upon my soul
and do with me as you please.
Help me to accept the things, I cannot change.
Teach me to trust in you whenever,
life brings upon me a Tragedy.
Holy Spirit surround, uplift and hold me.
Put my mind at ease,
as God brings his beautiful day to a sunset
and rest within me.
Time goes on without me, and I can't go back in time.
Wishing for a touch or her breeze to pass on by.
Looking and listening for her smiling voice to dry my tears.
No, I can't go back in time.
No, I can't even though I've tried.
So, I hold onto God's hand and he leads me out of the
darkness which surrounds me.
How I wish, I could go back in time.
For just a kiss, a glance, or for her sassy and pouty look.
To see her body sway as she sashays across a room with her
long golden hair. Hair so straight and shiny as if reflects
off of the moon onto a lake of Ice in the middle of the
Oh, how I wish I could move back time.
So, I pray and pray, cry and cry for my loss.
It really isn't the loss I am crying for,
For I know my loss is her gain.
Love ~ Mom ~
A Mother's Love
Sometimes its hard as a Mother, one has different feelings compared
to a Father. A Mother carries her Child inside their bodies for
nine long months and begins to feel the joys and pain of Motherhood.
Which have been sealed up inside our wholely bodies.
Then, we have our first morning or evening sickness. All of a sudden
our baby moves! We feel our Child, inside our precious bodies. A
Mother begans to see her Child and body change, before her very eyes.
What a experience none other could compare, to the closeness, of
a Mother and Child. A Mother realizes, truly this is a gift from God
Then one day, your Child pushes and moves so hard. Its tiny hand or
or butt sticks out and all at once we experience the joys, pain and
excitment of Child birth. We breast fed our babies, love, care and
watch over them as they grow.
We tried so hard, weather right nor wrong in teaching, the way they
should go. We pray, cry and rejoice with them. Pray and cry on our
own to God, hoping they'll find God's Wisdom and Love.
Then, one day your Child passes away and makes there Ulitmate Journey
to be with God.
"THIS IS A MOTHER'S LOVE"
Love ~ Mom ~
As I gaze up to Heaven, I wonder...............
If, I could only, just reach out and touch you.
I'd sweetly call your name.
Oh, Holly.....Oh, Holly........................
You'd come to me and as I gaze upon you.
I'd see Heaven refecting and twinkling from your eyes.
Your smile, only beauty could behold.
As a Mother tenderly caresses and comforts her new born.
This is how, I'd hold you. "My precious one."
As our hearts reunite in joy. "If" only for just, a
moment in time.
"I Love You, Holly Lea ~ Mom ~
Some Families have lots of time together,
some just don't.
Some Families care about one another,
some couldn't care less.
Some laugh and cry together,
sharing the good times and the bad.
Some try but really, truly don't.
Some Families grieve and let there souls
combine and cry as one,
in prayer to the Heavens above.
Some Families try but, instead seperate.
Some bow there heads and
fold there hands in prayer to God, for all things.
Some Families just, don't.
My Darling Angel
Oh.....Love look at what you've done to us.
Our loves have taken seperate paths.
You choose to fly. to the stars and beyond.
I choose earth, in all its spleandor and glory.
This is where we need to be, for it is God's
infinite Wisdom and Destiny.
I wonder where you are.....
I wonder about you,
then I say alittle prayer and
feel you close to me.
Knowing your near, I have nothing to fear.
I didn't have the pleasure of knowing you long
or seeing you grow.
But, I'll keep you close to me.
For in time, I'll reach my Destiny.
I'll hold you close to me
and our Love will surely grow.
No matter, where you are near or far.
I know your watching over me.
I Love You ~Holly Lea~
~ Mom ~
A Father's Love
When babies are born my daddy said,
"babies are ugly, their faces are funny,
heads shaped so werid, they have no hair!"
Then, we were born, daddy said,
"we are beautiful, a gift from God and he loves us so.
So, He gently takes us by the hand,
calmed our fears and dried our tears,
this is how our life began.
My Fathers said, "we are beautiful,
a gift from God above."
Believe in God, yourselves,
be proud of who you are.
Be kind to everyone,
no matter where their from.
Don't judge ones for where they live
or how they dress.
Look into their souls,
you'll find beauty within.
One of us went to Heaven today,
"Daddy I am beautiful, just like you said,
both inside and out"
A Father's Love is unfailing,
always uplifting and never ending.
I have realized no one can help me but God.
God form me, use me, teach me, to be in your will.