More Than That

By:  Sarah

“Sarah, I’m sorry! But I’m not going to keep lying to you! You’re more into the relationship then I am! I don’t love you like that anymore!”

I stared at my boyfriend Justin, in shock. Not sure where any of this was coming from.

“What?” I managed to choke out.

“Sarah, I’m sorry. I loved you so much when we started this relationship. But, lately, it’s fallen into more of a sister-brother type of love.”

“When did your feelings change?” I asked in a hoarse whisper.

“Within the last month.”

Month?! He’s been lying to me for a month?! Tears of hurt and anger began to slip down my cheeks.

“Sarah, I…” Justin started as he reached out for me.

“NO! Don’t. Just don’t.” I whispered as I jerked away from his touch. I turned away from him and walked out his front door with quick steps. Trying to get out of his sight before completely breaking down.

I got in my car and as the tears started falling harder, I started driving towards the only place I knew to turn to.

I knocked on the door and waited. It finally opened and I was greeted by the pair of familiar piercing blue eyes.

“Sarah?! What happened, sweetie?” JC asked as he immediately drew me into his embrace.

“Oh, God, JC” I whimpered against his chest.

He pulled me into his house and guided me to his couch before taking me into his arms again.

“Hey, aren’t you supposed to be with Jus – shit! What did he do now?!” JC demanded.

Through my sobs, I managed to tell JC what had happened. I heard him mutter, “I’m gonna kick his ass” as he slowly rocked me in his arms.

“JC… all the times I gave myself to him… meant nothing to him. It was nothing more than sex to him. God… it feels like I was his whore or something.”

“Baby, no, don’t say that” JC whispered as he softly stroked my hair.

After about ten minutes of nothing but the sound of my soft crying into JC’s chest, I heard him start to sing softly and slowly in my ear.

“I can see that you’ve been crying
You can’t hide it with a lie
What’s the use in you denying
That what you had was wrong

I heard him promise you forever
But forever’s come and go
Baby, he would say whatever
It takes to keep you alive
Tell the truth between the lines

Oh, I will love you more than that
I won’t say the words, then take them back
Don’t give loneliness a chance
Baby, listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that

Baby, you deserve much better
What’s the use in holding on
Don’t you see it’s now or never
‘Cause I just can’t be friends
Baby, knowing in the end

That I will love you more than that
I won’t say the words, then take them back
Don’t give loneliness a chance
Baby, listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that

There’s not a day that passes by
I don’t wonder why we haven’t tried
It’s not too late to change your mind
Baby, take my hand
Don’t say good-bye

I will love you more than that
I won’t say the words, then take them back

Oh, I will love you more then that
I won’t say the words, then take them back
Don’t give loneliness a chance
Baby, listen to me when I say
I will love you more then that”

After he sang the last note, I looked up at him. I was surprised to see silent tears rolling down his cheeks.

“JC?” I questioned softly.

“Please, Sarah. Let me make you stop hurting. Let me give you the love you need. I don’t wanna see you hurt anymore with him. I can’t take it. Please give me a chance. Let me show you real love.”

I didn’t know what to say, so I did the only thing that felt right. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down for a soft kiss. When the kiss ended, our eyes locked and I saw something in his that I had never seen in Justin’s eyes – a deep passion. I saw a fire burning in JC’s eyes that I had never seen before.

He captured my lips in a sweet kiss before softly whispering, “Let me make love to you, baby.”

I nodded my answer of yes while wrapping my arms around his neck. I felt jolts of pleasure run through me as JC ran his hands down my sides to rest on my waist. JC pressed his lips softly to mine as he slowly lowered us both down to the plush carpet. A soft moan escaped my lips as he moved his kisses down to my neck and he started sucking lightly on my pulse point.

“Like that eh, baby?” he questioned before flicking his tongue over the skin.

“Oh, God, yes, JC” I whispered in response.

“Good, baby. I aim to please.”

He started sucking lightly on the skin behind me ear as his hands slid under my shirt.

“JC…” I started in a whisper as I reached for the hem of his shirt.

“No, baby. This is all about you” he responded softly.

He pulled back briefly and pulled off my shirt. He placed butterfly kisses around my bra-enclosed breasts. I shuddered slightly and felt him move his hands to unclasp my bra. I raised myself up slightly and allowed him to remove the material from my body. He laid me back down and kissed my lips briefly before moving his kisses to my breasts. He lightly kissed my right nipple before sucking it gently into his mouth. My soft moan got louder as he slowly swirled his tongue around it.

“Oh, God, JC” I moaned out, arching my back as he softly tugged my nipple between his teeth.

He gave me a sexy smirk before placing a trail of light kisses to my other nipple and gave it the same treatment. I tangled my fingers in his hair as I moaned his name. He raised his lips to mine in a passionate kiss as he moved his hands down to my jeans. I felt his tongue run over my lips and opened my mouth for him. As he massaged his tongue against mine he slowly undid my jeans. He continued to explore my mouth thoroughly as he slid my jeans down my legs and away from my body. I moaned into his mouth as I felt his fingers brush over my center through my panties. He slowly removed my panties before breaking our kiss and pecking my lips lightly. I watched him intently as he began to strip off his clothing

“Oh, God, JC…” I breathed in amazement as his endowment was revealed.

He gave me a soft smile before moving over my body again. I felt him gently slip two fingers inside of me, trying to stretch me a little. I moved my hips against his hand as he slowly pumped his fingers. As I started to tighten, he pulled his fingers out and licked them clean, never breaking our gaze.

He pressed his lips against my ear and softly murmured, “You sure about this, baby?”

I stroked the side of his face softly and replied, “I’m sure, JC.”

I gasped loudly as he started to slowly slide into me. When he was about a third of the way in, he stopped and drew in a deep breath.

“Does it hurt, baby?” he asked, concern evident in his blue eyes.

“A little” I admitted. “You’re bigger.”

“Just focus on me, baby. Keep your eyes on mine, ok?”

I nodded my head and moved my hands to grip his shoulders as he gently slid the rest of the way in, his eyes on mine.

“Take a couple deep breathes, baby. The pain will stop soon” he soothed as he kissed my cheek softly. “Let me know when you’re ready, honey.”

After taking a few deep breathes I whispered, “I’m ready, JC.”

He nodded and began slowly and gently thrusting in and out of me. I moaned out in pleasure as I wrapped my legs around his waist.

“Jesus, baby, you’re so tight” he murmured into my ear as he slid his hands under my back to pull me closer to him and allow him to penetrate deeper.

“JC… you go so deep. Please, harder, JC” I whimpered as I thrust my hips to meet his.

Our hips found a rhythm as he pumped into me faster and harder. I felt an immense pleasure start to come over my body. It had been so long since I had felt something like that, that I tensed in panic.

Sweat beaded off JC’s face as he whispered softly in my ear, “Give into it, Sarah. Let it go, baby.”

He slowly slid a hand down between our bodies and began to rub my clit. My hips bucked against his faster as I started to lose control.

JC looked deeply into my eyes and rasped softly, “It’s ok, baby. Let go.”

I clung to his body tightly as the most powerful orgasm I had ever had started to wash over me.

“Oh, God. Oh, God. JCCCC!!!!!!” I screamed as my walls tightened around his dick, coating it with my juices, making him moan my name.

“Mmm, baby. I’m gonna cum! Oh, Jesus. Shit… SARAH!!!!” he shouted as he pulsated and then exploded inside of me.

I gasped loudly at the feeling of him releasing inside of me. He collapsed on top of me and rested his head on my chest. I unwrapped my legs from around him and softly stroked his hair as we let our breathing slow.

“Baby, that was… wow!” he whispered as he raised his head to gaze into my eyes.

I nodded my agreement and whispered, “Definitely, baby” before softly kissing his lips.

He pulled back and placed a soft kiss on my forehead. Tears sprang to my eyes at the loving gesture.

“I love you, babygirl” he whispered before gently kissing my tears away.

“I love you too, JC.”

He slowly pulled out and rolled onto his back, pulling me into his arms. I snuggled against his side and rested my head on his chest. I closed my eyes and sighed softly and contently as the steady rhythm of his heartbeat started to lull me to sleep. I felt him kiss the top of my head lightly before tightening his grip around me. I wrapped my arm around his waist.

“I love you, JC.”

“I love you so much, Sarah. You will never hurt again as long as you’re with me. You will never cry. I will love you more than that.”

The End

 

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