Feelings Of Completeness
I never really knew what love was or how strong and complete a true love could make you feel. I would date guys trying to find the one that I could tolerate the most for the remainder of my time here on earth. And yes I may love him, but I would never be "in love" with him and i would never feel complete.

I was aimlessly searching for this missing puzzle piece in my life. I had the pieces of the puzzle in front of me, but I was missing a piece to that puzzle and without it my life was incomplete and the puzzle would never be finished and I would never be happy. "Life is like a puzzle and you have to complete it in order to die happy."

One day as I was surfing the net, I received an invite to view an indivdual's web cam. I thought to myself, "Another male pervert who wants to show me his package" but I accepted the invite anyways. Once the image can thru I saw this man who on the exterior looked charming and sweet. When he sent me a "hello" it brought a smile to my face that I had never experienced before.

And as I sat looking at this handsome man I felt this feeling of love come over me. I felt a sense of completeness that I had never felt before. As I talked to this man more I knew then that I loved him and I felt his love for me. And I thought how could I love this man who I have never physically met, never touched, never kissed, never smell, or even seen before in my life.

Life is also about taking chances. So on Febuary 29,2004 I took a chance in deciding to be with this man and share my life with him. And I'm glad that I took that chance. Cause he has turned out to be the missing puzzle piece that completes my puzzle.