My Lyrics - all written by me

"Stories of Imperfection"  (when the perfect girl doesn't think she's enough for you)

sittin in her room, she explains it all
and I think of my past, and all the girls before
damn I'm glad they're not here, and I'm with you

your stories of imperfection ring through my head
but I can't seem to understand what you said
I've always heard I deserve better, but never, never about you
except from you, fuck I'm confused
if you want me to go, i'll go
if you ask me to stay, i'll be here always

sometimes you let the light shine through
you open up for a second and say what you have to
I let it all in as I play with your hair
I want to speak, ask for a chance, tell you i'm happy here
but the moment passes too fast...

your stories of imperfection ring through my head
but I can't seem to understand what you said
I've always heard I deserve better, but never, never about you
except from you, fuck I'm confused
if you want me to go, i'll go
if you ask me to stay, i'll be here always

they say 'swimming with you is the hardest thing'
as that song skips through my head as I think of you
they say 'swimming with you is the hardest thing'
as that song skips through my head as I think of you
if you are scared, just say so
if i'm not enough, just let me go
if you're in love, let me know
but if you give me a chance, i'm comin home



"Desperate Attempts by the Heart Broken"

what can I say, it's been a crazy ride
through all of this, I just wanted to be by your side
but now i'm giving up
my head is all fucked up
how could you be so non-chalant
my life is teetering on the brink of disaster
how can you act like nothing mattered
do you enjoy playing Russian roullete with my feelings?
I guess me and death will call this a draw
cause I wanted to hold your hand
and you showed no interest at all
I wish you the best in life
signed, sealed J

this is my last letter
goodbye forever
this is my last love letter
hope your luck is better

what can I say, it's been a long time
through all of this, you took everything of mine
I can't take it no more
actually I can't stand you no more
how could you do what you did
I fuckin hate you, get away from me
you acted like it was all ok
how you treated me, saying it's better this way
I tried to give you everything
but you always looked for a better thing
I have this knife to my wrist, god I hate you
with my blood on your hand
everyone will know what you did
this is my last breath, I don't know what to do
i'm sorry I said I hate you
I can't help it
I fuckin love you

this is my last letter
goodbye forever
this is my last love letter
hope your luck is better




"Fairytales With Tragic Endings"

though it's only been a few months
you've grown on me
i've never known anyone like you
to me you are perfect
you don't think you're right for me
but to that I disagree
please give it a try, another chance
we'll have a starstruck romance
they say time apart makes the heart grow fonder
but i'm stuck here with my heart to wander
come back, I can't miss you much longer

I miss the simple things like playing with your hair
and all those late nights when you slept here
you aren't like anyone else, that's what drew me to you
you're like no other girl, that's why i fell for you
sittin in the coffee shop, you made me sadder
now wondering if this fairy tale will have a happily ever after

it's funny how a girl can capture your heart
never thought you would, but you did
you say it'd be better if we were just friends
it seems like they always say that
what can I do to swing you my way
please tell me, I won't make it another day

I miss the simple things like playing with your hair
and all those late nights when you slept here
you aren't like anyone else, that's what drew me to you
you're like no other girl, that's why i fell for you
sittin in the coffee shop, you made me sadder
now wondering if this fairy tale will have a happily ever after

"Everything"

I see perfection in your eyes
And if you could only see
How I forever yearn for you
Then maybe you would...
Give me another chance
To have you in my life
Cause you are everything

Oh no, I said it, you are everything
I hope, this doesn't, bother you this time
Cause I mean, I love you, I mean, I need you
I mean, I really don't know what to say
Right now I'm lonely, right now you're not
But I want you in my life
I hate to, admit it, but I just can't forget it
You mean everything to me
I want you back, I need you back
I just can't live without you
So if I can see you now
For about an hour
Just to ask, what he has that I don't have
I really want to know, cause I'm off for good
And I just want to know how you feel

I see perfection in your eyes
And if you could only see
How I forever yearn for you
Then maybe you would...
Give me another chance
To have you in my life
Cause you are everything

Right now, I feel, like a big ass
I said it, don't regret it, I'm sorry for all this
I don't mean, to make you feel weird
But I'm off for good, and I need you to know
Exactly how I feel
So if I could see you now
For a little while
I'll make it up to you
I just want you to know, I just need you to know
That I'll always be here
Hopefully in your heart, cause I need a holiday
I'm off to heaven, hoping for better
I should be happy one day
But if I could see you now
I'll know what to say
But it won't come out as planned
So this song, is all I have, I hope you'll understand

I see perfection in your eyes
And if you could only see
How I forever yearn for you
Then maybe you would...
Give me another chance
To have you in my life
Cause you are everything