NiKrAd'S PoEmS

This place so desolate,
This place so sober and cold,
Reach within your soul,
Reach for me,
Pull me out of this hollow abyss of yours,
Open yours eyes within your heart,
Reach me for me now,
Pull me out of these waters before I drown,
Before greed and ignorance flood your head,
Before memories of happiness and love drift away into the endless waters,
The good times and bad,
All will all go,
Not far,
Not near,
But gone....

"Amidst These Bare Trees" ..................... Look beneath the trees, Into your heart, To those little things small and precious, Things that last for lifetimes, Hold them in your mind and soul, Listen to them, For I let go, And I fell into this hole, Now as I walk blind throughout this world, People fear me, People hate me, People run from me, Why?, Because as I walk blind, I see them as nothing, And so do they, to me ................. ..................... "Minuet of Love"................... Look past my voice, Look past my face, But to my words, Deep within my soul, Calling your name, Your love I need, It will let me rise to my feet, When close to my defeat, And understand love, A thing I never knew, For the tears streaming down your eyes, Are waves flooding my thoughts, And those waves relentlessly make me smile, Your touch so precious I cannot let go, And the diamonds within in your eyes, Shine grace on my soul, For love me now and I will care, Do what your heart desires and I will come true, For love is true between me and you.............. ..... "Sonata in Pain".................. Take my hand now, For I will go soon, Away from this land, Out of this world, For when I leave, The roses will decay, And their colors will fade, The moral of life will be gone, Life would not be, Without me, So take my hand now............... ................... "Falling Apart"............... Amongst these crowded children, I stand here lonely and incomplete, If only these children gave a damn, One might hold my hand, For I cannot live without love, The love of not many, But one could keep me alive, I am dying in the midst of these words, My tears are stripping away the face I painted for so many, The mask that was so perfect............... ................ "Birdie On My Shoulder" ...................All I need is the air that I breathe, Yet I seem so incomplete, Searching for something deeper in me, That explanation of why I’m here, And when will I end of on the muddy shores of death, So along the way I theorize, To comfort my on our mysterious journey Yet I can never find it, As it flows deeper into the stream of thoughts, Either I’m flooded by the unbearable waters, Or my boat crashes, Yet it seems that my life is all that, Searching something so perfect, But along the way I seem to stop, And try to realize what I’m doing, But the glistening banks pull us back in, Yet again I’m on the stream of life, Waiting for something to happen, I know I cannot keep up with the swift currents of thought, So I search; search for nothing, Life ......................................... "My Love for Her".............. Why is she beautiful?, I love her more than anything, Yet he looks over and laughs as I stare at her, The way she gallantly flows on the ice, The way her words vibrate the air I breathe, The way she colors this world with her beauty, Yet she isn’t mine, Nor anyone else’s, But she belongs to herself, Oh how I wished to be part of her, To feel that part of her which I feel in me, To always know that when things go wrong, She can make the world right, The way she talks, The way she walks, As though she is pulling me in, Yet I have no way of getting closer, As she goes farther, Farther from me, As though I am useless, But I can’t stop, Those memories I have with her, They force me toward, No matter how hard I try to turn back, I always go forward, And yet however much he laughs at me I put that aside, Hoping that one day she will come nearer, Hoping, Just hoping that that one day me soon become today, Only hoping ................. ..................... "Losing You" ....................... Step in my shoes, Feel what its like to lose, The love of your life, Through this pain and strife, I try to survive, I try to stay alive, Now angels cry, Cause I will soon die, I will not be, When this world was made for you and me, Pull me out of this hole, if you are a real friend Just try to make me whole again, These words I say are real, These are the things I feel, Now your gone from me, Why must this be, I need to change, Cause things just can’t stay the same, I lost my life somewhere back here, But all I see is sorrow and tears........................ "Bells of Freedom" ........................ I’m sorry if I’m not good enough, I’m trying here but, This is pretty tough, You think that I am a good friend, But I just can’t pretend, That this is me anymore, I can’t go on forevermore, Acting like I’m all yours, Using me like you do, I’m soon going to escape through one of these doors, I am your pet, I am your toy, That you abuse like the people from who you don’t get, The things you want, What are they, Tell us now as you more and more taunt, Is this a game, Are we your pieces, For your loss are we to blame, You enclose us in this box, Where nothing can escape, As you keep on adding more locks, We try to hear the bells, But they are too distant, Now everyone rebels, Oh please let go of us, We do not deserve this, This pain you give to us, Oh one day I know the bells will ring, The bells of Freedom, And I know what they will bring........... ....................... "Thinking of You" ................... The days go by, With you in my head, I keep on thinking of you, But maybe if I would of said, I love you, Things might have been different, You might have loved me too, But now things are aren’t I knew it was too late, You didn’t love me anymore, I faded away in your thoughts, And now I am out that door, But just to let you know, I still think of you, Because without you in my life, My world would be blue, You are like the sun that shines in the sky, The moon that lights the midnight, To me you are so many things, Off of you the rays shine so bright, I don’t know how to tell you, That I love you so much, But I guess it too late, I hesitated and now the world is such, Every second and counting, I miss you more, As my skin turns pale, Because you are what I live for, But know it’s too late, Still I adore you, But just to let you know, I still love you....................... "Words"....................... Words hurt like hell, If only I could tell, How much words hurt, And how they divert, People from fate, And prevent them from being great, How the scare lives, And how they make cries, People die for even one word, Maybe they would’ve lived if that word was never heard, But even stronger than weapons, These send people to the heavens, Words can be good and words can be bad, But don’t forget they can make people sad, Words are power, They can make people sour, Yes words can be like pretty flowers, But words have powers, Stronger than anything, Many things they bring, Words are life, Whether there about joy or pain and strife, In history are words we inscribe, However bad they may be, they can’t hide Erect they stand like an unbreakable tower Words our power......................... ....... "Farewell to this Life" .......................... I look above me, And I see the world over me, Now I cry, Cause I will soon die, The tears I shed, Are for this life I’ve led, That will soon end, Without a friend, A friend to hold my hand, To this terrifying land, A place I fear, As I die, tear by tear, Into the unknown, Where I will be thrown, What will become of me, I will soon see, Is it a place of melancholy, And a place of misery, Or is it a place of delight, Where you can truly see the light, I am not sure anymore, If I really want to open that door, For I fear what’s inside, It may be a viscous ride, But I now must say goodbye, Cause I will die

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