as much as i want him, he'll never be mine.
as much as i need him, he'll never be kind.
as much as i love him, i no longer wait...
god i love him!
heart and soul suddenly awakend,
i'm not at peace unless i'm with him.
what i wouldn't give to be in his arms,
but as much as i love him,
he'll never be mine.
as much as i need him, he'll never come.
my dearest love will leave me,
shattered, broken, and torn.
may he not walk with me
as i collapse into breakdown.
please stay with me my love,
set me free with your smile...
he left me.