So, I usually start writing and sound like i'm all pissed at the world, which I am, just somedays more than others, but not this time. I don't know maybe it's Christmas spirit or maybe my mom is slipping a happy drug in my food. Either way, I'm so cheerful I annoy myself.

My birthday is coming up soon. I have to take driver's ed on my birthday. I'm happy. Folks, this has gone too far. Crap, I'm even happy about my family coming up this weekend. That's just wrong.

Alright, I was watching the Christmas N'SYNC special (Amber, i had to.) and they were on this stage surrounded by girls, right, so then i saw the freakiest thing. The lone black man. This black dude was standing amid all these excited little white girls singing and swaying to the tunes. Right. So, that's about when i started watching some music awards show. Macy Gray. She kills my hope for good music. And we're changing the channel again.

But yeah, it's late so I'm going to sleep now. Actually it's only 10:40pm, but last night i couldn't sleep so i stayed on the net till 11, then broke out my mom's taebo tapes for 2 hours. I've NEVER been so awake in my life. If you ever want to stay awake...let me tell you. So i've been falling asleep on & off all day yo. Billy blanks sucked the life energy out of me.

I'll be back. Yo.

~JILL~

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