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Life really sucks doesn't it. Just when you think there ain't anything else that goes wrong, it slaps you in the face and u realize that the least expected thing just happened. Hey...i mite just be really paranoid but then again who really noes? i don't noe if i really am so how would u? Joy only last so long...then u go back to the sucky life that u just wanted to forget. Then you go into this LiL stupid trance and just deny all your feelings and all the pain and you just act really happy and never cry when deep inside u wanna burst out into tears. one minute you jumping with joy and laughin ur head off then next u just wanna crawl under a rock and just cry until u can't cry no more.
guyz...can't live w/ dem but u can't live w/o them. some guyz are the sweetest and they understand everything u tell them and they're really sensitive but others they pretend to be sensitive and nice and understanding but all they really are are dicks. they hurt grlz so badly and they don't even seem to notice it. they ignore them for a while and they expect everything to be OK and everything the same as it was b4 but they hafta be kidding themselves cuz that ain't tru. but there are other guys...the ones that make u feel happy and like ur walking on clouds and you think u'll always last 4eva but at the end a break up happens and it's prob will be something real mutual and u go ur seperate ways but they are always in ur heart and they just can't be erased no matter how many other guys you mite go out w/ but eventually you realize they're other guys that will treat u rite and u just wait patiently for them
girlz...sure i mite b one but there are some downs about us. we flirt with guys even when we're with someone but we really don't even noe it. then the guy thinks that we're interested and dinks we would leave the guys that we are already with just to be with them. Then there are the slut bitches that don't noe wat they really have and they hurt the guys, who really really like them a lot but the grlz are too conceited to even care. then the guys end up getting hurt and it'll be all the grls fault. GuyZ and GurlZ are both heart breakers...{realize i ain't taken any sides....i'm plainly gonna stay nutrual} Your a heartbreaker...i'm a heartbreaker....she's a heartbreaker...he's a heartbreaker...they're heartbreakers...::sigh::every1z a heartbreaker...


Ever felt so in love with someone that u were just too crazy to admit it when you clearly see the other doesn't love u back? Ever feel like ur being lied to constantly when they say "Your the only one I think about...the only one i want...the only one for me"? ever thought...what if?....what if he's/she's cheating on me? what if i'm not as fun as i was earlier in our relationship? what if i'm just plain boring to him/her now? what if he/she is thinkin of breaking up wit my rite dis minute? what if...what if i died today and i was never was able to tell him how much i love him


Did you ever see the point of dating? Yea, sure, maybe it's to get to know everyone your attracted to, until you find that perfect someone. But it's not like anyone finds the "perfect" guy or the "perfect" girl. Dates...they can be filled with so many akward moments, especially if your shy and you don't know who should make the next move. Oh, and worse of all is the fanale of the date. Should you invite the person in? What kind of kiss should the kiss good-bye be? If there even should be a good-bye kiss? Maybe if it should just be a good-bye hug? And dating can be so hard sometimes. And it's all because of your poor judge of character. Your just sorry you said yes to the obnoxious guy that asked you out. Silly you. Hmm...I guess there can be ups to dating. I'm just the wrong person to ask about them.


stuck...ever felt that way? not literally though. for example...if u were to want to do something but you can't b/c it mite hurt the other persons feelings but if u go the other way your just hurting urself. you care enough bout the other person so not want to hurt them but your suffering while in the mix. lies are thrown here and there to satisfy their needs but those lies...the lies...they're killing you. here's something i wrote a while ago having no one in mind but now...now it seems like it applies to so many people...
Keeping the truth from someone is called lying. But would you really want to be honest all the time? The truth hurts. Sometimes, it's better if the truth not be told just to spare another person's feelings. But if u kept the truth from someone who you really care about, would it be called lying to them or would it be protecting them from pain?
someone needs to answer the question for me.

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