but now I'm down.
I used to smile
but now I frown.
I used to have hope
but now I despair.
I used to treasure life
but now I don't care.
I used to love
but now I'm all hate.
I used to be exuberant
but now I'm sedate.
but now I lose my head.
I used to be alive
but now I'm dead.
Why must we suffer?
And live with these boys?
They don't understand us.
They think we're just toys.
Boys tantalize us,
and mess with our heads.
They pretend that they love you,
just to get in your bed.
They make you think you're in love,
but it's all just a lie.
Boys are not worth it.
I think they should die.
I don't want to be here.
I want to be dead.
I want to leave
to go shoot off my head.Don't Want to Be Here
Life is good.
My friends are the best.
It's always exciting.
No time to rest. It's also filled with joy.
Nothing can make me sad,
Not even a horrible boy.
Happiness
My life is filled with happiness.
I have a friend named Christina,
Who is a funny little girl.
She was dating this guy named Tony,
Who makes me wanna hurl.
Rescue me from sorrow
Rescue me from hate
Rescue me from tomorrow
Rescue me from hate
I feel bound up like a criminal in it's cage
So someone out there...
Please rescue me from rage
I stare you in the face,
And see my own reflection,
Tears streaming from my eyes,
And a long lost expression.
Soon to make the cut,
That will change my life forever,
To be free of this pain and burden,
I shall be never.
Holding you to my wrists,
I say my goodbyes,
As I clench my teeth,
And I close my eyes.
The pain is soon over,
On death you can depend,
It's all because of you,
You, my greatest friend.
There's something in a box that doesn't have a key
There's something that I want but they keep away from me
There's something in that box that they threw into the sea
There's something that'll make me smile but they keep away from me
There's something in that box that's on a wild horse running free
There's something that'll give me cheer but they keep it away from me
This something that I want is nothing you'd want less
This something that I want is only happiness
watered down mascara
wets my dry face
as the tears roll down
at their zig-zagged pace
no explanations,
what did i do?
how can i live
without thinking of you?
i crave for yesterdays,
as today comes and goes.
i've blossomed and died,
like the life of a rose.
now my brown petals fall,
without your sunshine near by.
i think about you,
as i sit here and die.
i wish you were here
today and forever
and you never had to leave
never even ever.
so don't say goodbye
forever say you'll stay
stay just one more minute
forever and a day.
believe me when i promise
i'll never forget you
i just hope you'll still love me
after all that we've been through
well forever's come and gone,
and you never said goodbye.
you just left without explaining
and never even saying why.
There is love, and then there are flings...
There is love that hurts and love that stings...
There are men who cheat and men who lie...
Then there are bitches who steal our men and make us cry!!!!
Love is full of desire, happiness, and lust...
It's a relationship on the base of trust...
He can break your heart which is hard to mend...
That's why you need no man...
You only need a friend...
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