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Farewell


I always said I would never quit writing things that made me escape my sometimes-unhappy life. But here I go proving myself wrong. I love to write and I think in a way I live for it. But I have some news that might make yaíll upset but please understand.

Itís time for me, Aimee, to move on. Itís so hard to say that. Yes, Iím still a BSB fan. I always will be. But I can no longer dedicate the time I have to writing my fantasies about them. It really has been fun and such an amazing experience to be able to touch people with my words. Iím about to move from St. Louis to New York City. The Big Apple all by myself! Iím scared shitless to say the least! But Iíll be in LA taping a TV pilot for two months! I got my big break so now itís time to take a break from this. Iím afraid it will be permanent. I just wonít have the time and it actually saddens me!
My love for BSB will never die. It can only get stronger and stronger. Because of those five I am going for my dreams. I owe it to their music and their advice to accomplish everything I have ever wanted and dreamed. They really have been like angels to me. I will never forget how writing about them made me that much stronger and that much happier. I will also never forget how hearing just one of their songs would make me smile. I will continue to use their songs as antidotes.


I hope all of you continue to support BSB but most of all understand them. In my heart there will never be an end to the Backstreet Boys. But if something happens I hope you guys stand in their shoes and understand their decisions.


If I can leave you guys with anything then let it be thisÖtheyíre five guys who wanted to sing. All they asked for was the chance and I think they got more than they bargained for.
When it all comes down to it please remember that behind the hype and the ugly rumors they are just like the person you see in the mirror everyday. They are human. Never, ever forget that! Fame isnít always asked for, itís pushed upon. Look beyond the fake smiles, they have problems and they arenít perfect.


But the music is what should be the most important part. Judge always upon that and not who they are dating or dated! A fan is someone who admires. Remember that always!

As I take my final bow I leave you guys with a more than appropriate songÖ


On a long and lonesome highway east of Omaha
You can hear the engine moanin' out his one long one note song
You can think about the woman or the girl you knew the night before
But your thoughts will be wandering the way they always do
When you're ridin' sixteen hours and there's nothin' much to do
And you don't feel much like ridin', you just wish the trip was through
Here I am
On the road again
There I am
Up on the stage
Here I go
Playin' star again
There I go
Turn the page
Well you walk into a restaurant, strung out from the road
And you feel the eyes upon you as you're shakin' off the cold
You pretend it doesn't bother you but you just want to explode
Most times you can't hear them talk, other times you can
All the same old clichť's, "Is that a woman or a man?"
And you always seem outnumbered, you don't dare make a stand
Here I am
On the road again
There I am
Up on the stage
Here I go
Playin' star again
There I go
Turn the page
Out there in the spotlight you're a million miles away
Every ounce of energy you try to give away
As the sweat pours out your body like the music that you play
Later in the evening as you lie awake in bed
With the echoes of the amplifiers ringin' in your head
You smoke the day's last cigarette, rememberin' what she said
Here I am
On the road again
There I am
Up on the stage
Here I go
Playin' star again
There I go
Turn the page
Here I am
On the road again
There I am
Up on the stage
Here I go
Playin' star again
There I go
There I go

and donít forget to keep the Backstreet Pride alive! God Bless you guys! Thanks for everything! Oh and go to mtv.com and vote them Viewers Choice! It should be theirs every time!

Love alwayZ,
Miss AimZ ...dancegodess@bolt.com





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