I am to shy to talk to you or even tell you who I really am,
I see you as you walk by me again and again.
I hope maybe one day that we will bump into each other,
But then again, it would take a miracle to be with one another.
I have heard many things about you,
An I like what I hear,
If only you knew who I am,
We could be together all this year!
I miss you sis,
I hope you realized that,
I just wish there is a way for me to trust you,
But it hurts everytime I look at you,
And I know I am missing a lot of my life,
But I will recover
Though I know you like to see me suffer,
Still I wish that I could forgive you,
But I can't.
I tried so hard but you drove me away.
I finally found the strength to break away,
Go free.
I miss you, but I don't miss the pain.
Trust is a strong word.
A meaning to me that is broken in two,
This word revolved around one person,
That person was you.
If only you knew how hard it is for me,
Because of the pain, you have brought me to see
Soon you will see
The pain, the suffering, and the tears.
So watch out and don't run from your fears.
Why did you tell me all that nonsense?
You told me that you wouldn't do what you did to me again,
But you did,
You promised,
You swore,
You lied,
Every night I cry,
With out you in my life I want to die
If only you wouldn't lie.
My heart is broken,
There is nothing you or anyone can do
You were like a sister to me,
Why can't you see,
Now I have came to realize,
I must let go of all this pain,
That I held in for many days,
Even months.
But now its final,
I can't have you in my life any longer,
How can I walk away from the pain,
We've shared the laughter and the pain,
But now its me with the pain,
Not you,
There is nothing left here to remind me of you,
Except your face.
I thought I got rid of all the pain,
But it's still there,
All of it,
There where you can see.
Sometimes I sit
I sit alone and think,
When I think,
I don't think of good things,
Bad things are what come to my mind,
They seem to always appear,
I wonder about many things,
But mostly what will happen.
When will something happen and why.
When will it be my time to go?
Why will it be my time?
I want to be answered!
Send me a sign,
Just tell me before it's my time to go
So I can tell and touch everyone who is so dear to me,
One last time.
