The anger Builds within my body, a flaming inferno
I strive to hold down the heated actions but it burns, yo
This flame is eternal, all the scars You earn
And its so hard to learn but I came too far to turn
There was so much hate in me and Now I wait to Cee
How Right I come out, some doubt I have faith in me
I stray for a brighter day to Cee cause the darkness is long
Put these thoughts in poem form, some will mark this a song
Went from heartless to calm, it didnt happen over night
But it kinda snuck on me, stuck in a lonely soldiers fight
I've waged wars with inner demons, it takes more than winner dreams an'
Enraged for this sinners screamin', cant take more of winter seasons
Cold nights is thinner breathin', the bare trees is so depressin'
Prepare me for slow confession, stare deep in yo' direction
I had no Father to say, "Life's harder than it should Be, Son"
Or, "If You put your Mind to it then it could Be done"
Look where this life has put me, one wrong step is your death
Friends shake with Right, stab with left so I cherish every breath
And as I travel every path, I check it for traps
WAlk it with ease, in case it gets hectic perhaps
Speak with this method and let it Be respected
Too many mentally deaded, it's time to Be ressurected
On my whole life I've reflected, Now I must reach a conclusion
Of how to find Peace of Mind amidst all the confusion
Inspired by: Confusion
