This poem was written by Jared Harriss -- copyright 2001 -- All rights are reserved, so please ask permission before copying or taking for your personal use --

Routine

I have laid on just
a mattress
night after night
breathing in incense
like oxygen.
Tracing cracks on my
wall in my
bedroom
with my eyes in
dim light
hearing echoing roars
from the freeway 2 miles
from my doorstep.
All with excitement!
Thinking that if I
block-out everything else
focus on nothing
but loneliness
I would hear
footsteps
as you walked through
rays of moon light
to my door.

And tonight I heard them
and I fled from
my worn crib
to my entrance
wanting to welcome you.

But here I am crouched
under the peep hole
so silent
writing
hesitating
procrastinating

I know that I
will open the door,
your stay is always so short,
and you will leave
and I will
wait for loneliness
and read cracks
till you come again.
Only to give you
a key to my back door.


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