Well Elise, This is your surprise.. I know its not much but its all i can give you over the computer, It's really all i can do to show my love without getting interrupted. I really do love you no matter what you believe. I wish I could just hold you like I used to. i wish i could pick up the phone and hear a sweet lil girl answer by saying "Hey Baby!!" instead of saying "What do you want" it hurts me so bad. I'm not giving up on you because I know how great you are. I just wish you still loved me, I would give up anything I have to hear you say those words to me again. I've been such a mess these past few days I've cried everyday and i try to stop but all I do is think of you and how great I had it and it makes me hate myself for forcing you away. If i could turn back time I swear on my life I would take back every mean thing I said, every mean thing i did, the whole kayce thing, the alicia thing, I would take it all back for you to tell me those words. Just reading this now i can see the pic of me and you laying in your bed and you got a huge smile so please stop saying i gave you hell for 3 years cuz i know at times i made you happy.
You're so beautiful baby, these are my two favorite pics of you.
these are just a few pictures of us, they bring me smiles and tears..I hope they mean something to you
Just a few pics of my family, They love you too ya know, they want you back around too..mymoms considers you one of hers now she wishes you would move in lol
Some hearts to show my love to you
You will be in my heart for the rest of my time on this earth elise please let me stop hurting someday
BABY I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU-I DIDNT TREAT YOU RIGHT IN THE PAST I KNOW I CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY THOUGH I KNOW I CAN TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU DESERVE YOU ARE THE BEST PERSON I'LL EVER KNOW DONT TAKE YOURSELF OUT OF MY LIFE PLEASE I'LL NEVER STOP MAKING YOU FEEL GOOD IF YOU GIVE ME THE CHANCE I'LL NEVER STOP TELLING YOU HOW PRETTY OR SEXY YOU ARE I WILL NEVER BE MEAN AGAIN AS LONG AS I HAVE YOUR LOVE