Tina Marie Barwick

"IN GOD'S HANDS"
MEMORIAL PAGES

~REMEMBERING WITH LOVE~

~TINA MARIE BARWICK~

~TINA MARIE~
FOREVER LOVED
AND
SADLY MISSED

~BORN TO EARTH~
APRIL 24, 1967

~BORN TO HEAVEN~
AUGUST 17, 1993

BELOVED DAUGHTER OF:
MARY DILDINE

BELOVED SISTER OF:
MARY ELLEN, DANIEL & BECKY

BELOVED NIECE OF:
CHUCK, MARTHA, JOE, HELENA, LOU, ROBERT,
MARTIN JR. & CHARLENE

BELOVED COUSIN OF:
MELISSA, MARTIN ALLEN, DIANA, RUSSELL, LARRY,
DEBBIE, DAVID, JOEY, BOBBY, PAM & CARLA

BELOVED GRANDDAUGHTER OF:
ANNA MARIE & MARTIN C. TITTLE, SR.

DEAR TINA,

I'm sitting here in front of my computer, thinking of all the times we shared. How when you got married you wanted me to be your flower girl, how we went and saw movies together, and the times we shared. I remember when we went and saw ET at the theater, and stuffed ourselves on French Fries. I remember when we used to watch Girls Just Wanna Have Fun, and Dirty Dancing.

I loved those times, I missed them so. You were more, so much more then my cousin, you were like my sister. I remember the times you cried cause you could not have children, and the sorrow you felt cause when you did get pregnant you lost the baby. When you moved away I did not want you to go, because I know that I would miss you so.

I remember everything about you, your unicorn jacket, that kitty you loved, your stuffed animal collection. I still have them, and they are
still how you left them. As one day when I have a baby, I'll give them to her and tell her that a very wonderful person wanted her to have them.

The day I heard of your death Tina, was the most horrible day in my life. How could you be gone, I thought. You were here just a few months ago, smiling and happy and full of life, what happened. I will never know that. I'll only know when the day comes that I see you again. I miss you so much Tina. I'm so mad that I can never get to see you again. I can't go to the movies with you and I can't have those girl talks again with you. I had a picture made of you and I know that you would love it. I have it on my wall so every time I see it there you are.

How can I every put into words how much I miss you and how much I wish I could get you back for a day ~ just a day so I could tell you that I love you. But you know, I'll never forget you Tina, never. For every time I look at a picture of a unicorn or see a butterfly, I'll think of you. For now you are an angel in heaven probably riding a unicorn. I know you are still with me, and I promise now and forever I'll never forget you. I'll always remember and hold dear the times me and you had together.

All my love,
Melissa

Tina was murdered on August 17, 1993, and no one knows who did it. But how could someone get a broken jaw, cuts on the nose and face, just by falling to the floor. Tina also had diabetes, but that does not give me the answers I need. WHY did someone take my cousin's life. And if Tina had died from diabetes how did she get a broken jaw? I know I have fallen to the floor many times, but never once did I end up with a broken jaw. WHY, I'll know at the end of the road, but untilthen I know I have an angel in Heaven watching over me by the name of Tina.

~To My Cousin Tina Marie, I Love You~
Written By: Eileen E. Bowen Keogh

What Can I Do?
But Make My Life A Tribute To You...
~In The Meantime~
Someday I will go to you,
And I know that you'll be waiting.
With me through crisis strong and true,
And with me celebrating.
I don't know just when it will be;
In the daytime or at night.
In which month life's doors will close on me,
When I will walk into the light.
I only know that when I go
To join you where you are,
My soul will sing,
My heart will grow,
To be with You in the stars.
In the meantime I will pray
That your being is filled with light.
That joy and blessings fill your days,
That peace gives you rest through the nights.
That you can spend time with those still here,
Yet return to your place so fair,
To be with those who you hold dear,
Who waited for you there.
I'll seize hold of my days that remain,
And make them worth my breath.
I will try not to dwell in despair and pain,
Or bring on my own death.
I will try to be what you want me to be,
I will be who I am.
I will try to appreciate those still with me,
And be as kind as I can.
I will try to avoid the mistakes I've made,
By learning, By looking, By seeing.
I will try not to always be afraid,
And be fair to all sentient beings.
I'll do all I can to show You my love,
To make You proud of me.
And to let you know, that though you are far above,
You're in my heart, and always will be.
I Love You Tina Marie.
With All My Love
Your Cousin, Melissa
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"IN GOD'S HANDS"
~ON THE WINGS OF ANGELS~
~A TRIBUTE TO TINA~

TINA WITH HER GRANDPARENTS,
MARTIN & ANNA MARIE TITTLE SR.
MARTIN PASSED AWAY ON AUGUST 20, 1991
ANNA MARIE PASSED AWAY ON MAY 29, 1986
PLEASE VISIT THEIR MEMORIAL PAGE
"IN GOD'S HANDS"
~REMEMBERING OUR HEROES~
~PFC MARTIN C. & ANNA MARIE TITTLE~

~I WILL REMEMBER YOU~
~Sara McLachlan~

I will remember you
Will you remember me
Don't let life pass you by
Weep not for the memories.
I'm so tired
But I can't sleep
Standing on the edge
Of something much too deep
Funny how I feel so much
But cannot say a word
We are screaming inside
Oh...but we can't be heard.
So afraid to love you
More afraid to lose
Clinging to a past
That doesn't let me choose.
But once there was a darkness
A deep and endless night
Gave me everything you had
Oh...you gave me light
I WILL REMEMBER YOU