Confessions
Moses just told me that Leysha and him are not talking anymore. She confessed she liked him and didn't see him as a friend. i knew something was going on, even though i thought Moses was the one that had feelings towards her. I dont know what to think. By the way he talks about her sometimes i think he likes her too, but doesn't go to her because he is married and respects me. I just hope its not that way. If not i'll have to talk to him about how he deeply feels about her. I know he tells me he see's her as a friend , but something doesnt feel right.He told her he is married and has a child but i dont hear him saying that he loves me and thats why he doesnt responds to her feelings. Hope i hear that one day. I better go, im stating to feel sad again for some reason.

Feeling sad and lonely tonight.
im not feeling so good tonight. my husband is in P.R and i just have a bad feeling .... i feel he might cheat on me while he is hanging out with his friends. i just cant stop crying as i type this. i'll never know if he cheats on me. he wont tell me. he has this friend called leysha which he lightens up when he talks to her and see her. Maybe they were a couple once or he likes her. He still hasn't mention her,that he went to see her already. Maybe he thinks i might get mad. Well the truth is that i will get mad ,i dont know why but its a feeling inside me. Last time we were in P.R i was really sad that night he left to his town and went to see her. A few days before leaving he was sending his best friend Yankee pictures and he wanted to send one of him with her. I couldn't believe it. He rather send a pic of them together than make copies of one of us. What would his friend think, OH thats your wife? I think he might be embarresed of me or im not pretty like her. I really loosed my confidence. Sometimes i think i dont make him happy. Maybe he is getting tired of me. Lately he isnt affectionate with him...hardly hold my hand or even kisses me like before. Well ,talking about this hurts me even more..... who knows whats going on right now in P.R. Goodnight!

Another Boring Day
It's Saturday afternoon, my husband left on Wednesday to Puerto Rico. I'm here all alone bored to death, except my 11 month old son who keeps me in a good mood all day long. If it wasn't for him I would be a dpressing women right now. At this moment he is drinking his milk by himself and is playing with his Glow in the dark ball (his dad bought it for him). He is a pretty active boy for his age and very strong. Can you believe he lifts up his walker and our coffee table? Oh yes, that's my lil Hulk!