I graduated this institution. Only to serve and protect the people of this nation and its constitution. In the 60s I served. I was a Chopper pilot flying wounded men. I later was shot down the  rotor was shredded I need to land and I did.

I was then captured. During this time I was beaten on a daily basis But I took an oath never admitted a thing in  writing or verbal. The truth is the country was theirs and the were fighting a civil war. The American public did not want to know  from the  war. Men i was with at times were burned alive for entertainment of  the enemy its is a past and I no longer want to face the pain. The only way I could survive was to imagine favorable things in my life or morality would leave me. I never experienced this before and don't want my children to. I was an officer and had the honor of my position. today these memory's are still here. when I think about them I cry even though I am a man. I guess you cant help what you feel. I just want to forget now When in rehabilitation I was told to try to forget a lot of associate are still in at the  time I wanted to make it my  carrier as well.