Why?

Rain starts to fall
Tears run down my face
Fog begins to thicken
Why am I such a disgrace?

I feel as though I'm falling
Plunging into darkness
Voices running through my head
How did I ever start this?

Cutting seems the only way out
Deeper and deeper to see the blood
Wanting to die, just end it all
Then why in my mind is there still doubt?

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