Everyone wonder how I do it
"How do you cut yourself?" they ask
They don't understand the hurt
They don't understand the pain
If they did they'd know

A razorblade against my skin
Watching the blood seep through
The pain I feel doesn't hurt
It makes me feel alive
I deserve the pain I feel

Watching the lighter flame
Waiting for it to grow hot
Pressing it to my arm
And feel the burn
The burn gets rid of the numb

I hurt myself
I deserve this pain
It makes me feel alive
Don't ask how I can do it
I just can

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