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Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it. Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again. But life goes on. I nod off sometimes... If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, do you wake up as a different person? That still wouldnt change the fact that I dont own a car...Not that I condone fascism, or any -ism for that matter. -Ism's in my opinion are not good. A person should not believe in an -ism, he should believe in himself. I quote John Lennon, "I don't believe in The Beatles, I just believe in me." Good point there. Of course, he was the walrus. I could be the walrus... I'd still have to bum rides off of people. Itís advertising that has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off. You'd think after five months of lying on my back, I would have given up, just be a nice guy and call it a day. Nice guys are fine: you have to have somebody to take advantage of... but they always finish last. Id rather be a tough guy. 500 fights, that's the number I figured when I was a kid. 500 street fights and you could consider yourself a legitimate tough guy. You need them for experience. To develop leather skin. So I got started. Of course along the way you stop thinking about being tough and all that. It stops being the point. You get past the silliness of it all. But then, after, you realize that's what you are. After fighting, everything else in your life got the volume turned down. You realize the only thing you can count on in life? Theres nobody that wouldnt hurt you, if it helped them... And yet even in certain defeat, the courageous Trager secretly clung to the belief that life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences but rather it's a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite, sublime plan - just call me Trager ...if that $5 bill makes its way back into my hands, then youíll believe... Till then, you can have any brew you want- as long as its a Corona ----------------------------------------------------Venna in We------------------------------------------------------