May,23,2001

I haven't spoken to Joe in days and I don't plan on calling him. I think he might like Jennifer but who knows. I just don't wanna talk to him again. I wish he never even called. Damn it was 3 years ago why couldn't he have just left well enough alone?!?!?! I still kinda miss taking to him though but Nick said that he was acting like an ass and he was. You don't take someone out on a date and then decide you just wanna be friends that's bullshit. Jen might like him to even if she does have a crush on James I still think she would go out with him and maybe she's not telling me everything. If he does like her then I don't wanna know I've been feeling like crap for the past 3 days and I'm finally getting over it and I would like it to stay that way. If he calls again which I doubt I'm not gonna give him another chance this was his second try and he blew it. I just wish I could find someone else who wanted a long term relationship. Joe didn't know what he wanted so of course he wasn't the right one for me.